just4random_soul

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Ach fuck this shit! 

just4random_soul

TW: sh? 
          
          Is torture myself mentally better than harm myself physically? Idk, but if no one stop me, I'll do the first thing

Niki4EverJane

@ just4random_soul  okay, that's good but they other Things don't good too
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just4random_soul

@Niki4EverJane  I won't jump out of a window, if it's what you're afraid of
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just4random_soul

I talked... I talked about my feelings... not even about all of them, but a few... and the only resoult is one more person who worrys about me...I did everything wrong...

just4random_soul

@Niki4EverJane  It's okay
            I know, thanks
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Niki4EverJane

@ just4random_soul  No it's not okay !
            You can ever Talk me (at all)
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just4random_soul

TW?
          
          Does the fact, that it isn't physically make it less harm? Or is it just an other kind of harm? 

just4random_soul

@Niki4EverJane  But I want to know what it would feel like
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Niki4EverJane

@ just4random_soul  No, that's not good 
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just4random_soul

@Niki4EverJane  You could throw me out of a window, but I don't think that's the answer you wanted
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just4random_soul

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Not good enough! I will never be good enough! To. Fucking. Week!

Krone_1

@just4random_soul  you know them for a few months... Ofc they love you 
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just4random_soul

@Krone_1  You can't know this...
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just4random_soul

I always thought you only feel dirty when someone tuches you... or think about you in a way, you don't want... but there is another way... liyng to someone you love is much worse... I'm obviosly not okay... but I don't want to tell anyone 

Krone_1

I love you <33

just4random_soul

@Krone_1  What about you? What are your hobbies?
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just4random_soul

@Krone_1  No, I'm copletly hobbiless
            Just joking, I like music, art, reading, writing
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Krone_1

@just4random_soul  yes... Do you have hobbies?
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