Hello everyone. It has been a while since I'm here on Wattpad, and even longer since my last chapter. No, I'm not giving up on my story 'Eve'. Well, I hope I don't have to since I have actually planned out how it's going to be and how it'll turn out. However, I'm dealing with something on my own here. I don't initially plan to tell you guys for fear of being judged or have you guys thinking that it's all just excuses but a loved one advised me to share it so that my readers (if I even have any) are able to know what's going on and what the delay is, and so here I am.
I'm currently in a depressive episode and it's recurrent. I last had it probably about 3 years ago and it last a few months. It's also the reason I deleted all my stories and my previous account because I just couldn't write. I lost all my ideas, my passion, there was nothing I wanted to do. And it's pure nightmare for me because writing is my life, there's nothing I wanted to do more than to just write. This time, however, my stories are there in my head but I just can't seem to churn the words out. I hate it. I sat in front of the computer or laptop for hours but nothing would come out. I would type and erase, and this goes on for hours, days and before I knew it a month almost passed.
I'm doing my best to relax. I'm doing my best to get back myself, my writer self, and I hope you guys would wait for me. Till then, please do take care. Thank you for reading this.
