I've written lyrics for a song because I needed it for a short story and now I wanted to write the rest, notes and stuff since I can play the guitar, you know? But it was such a fail, after half an hour I had one verse and I hated it I'm literally unable to do anything
Plus that shoet story is terribke too
And until now my grades in school are bad or at least not what I would want to have even though my goals are realistic
Also it's getting harder to talk/write with people, it feels like I'm drifting away from everyone and I don't know ow if it's me or everyone else I guess it's me tbh I mean sometimes I leave people on sent for hours because I just can't bring myself to respond and keeping a chat alive is even harder
On top of that I'm running away from making decisions, when I got invited to a party this Halloween I just didn't tell them if I'd join or not, I just didn't go and I do that with everything
And I'm always tired, my bed time is always like 9 to 11 pm, getting up for school is the hardest, today I overslept 30 minutes because I just couldn't bring myself to get out of bed.
I feel like I'm letting everyone including myself down oof
Anyway, I didn't mean to wrote all that actually, I just wanted to tell someone about the failure of asong part, sorry for not looking at my spelling/punctuation
Enough oversharing for today, have a nice weekend