Hello Everyone,
Vai here....
I know it's been very long since I last updated. I don't want to make excuses but I want you all to know I haven't abandoned you. I have been struggling mentally from the past few months...
I recently lost someone very close to me through Su****e and it pushed me into a dark state of mind.
The person was my very close aunt, and she was a college computer science professor. She was of sane mind and was always very calm, content and happy. After years of hard work, she got a job at a govt college, but soon she changed after that. She stopped talking, eating and doing anything. She has two kids and the eldest one is in 8th standard. She was very loved and had good financial state. But unfortunately she ended her life.
Her children were broken and we are trying to help them. My uncle loved her a lot and was very understanding. So the reason, was not domestic unrest too. She didn't leave a letter or any sort of reason why she had to take that step.
I was close to her too and she was an idol to me as I want to go in the same field as hers...Losing her was hard and I didn't feel like doing anything. Sometimes I can't realize when the tears start...
I have speculations about what could have happened but I right now I just want to help her family get through this right now. Her children didn't deserve loosing their mom. Her husband loved her very much and she had a really good relationship with everyone around her. God takes the dearest people the quickest.
I wish her soul rest in peace. In next life, I want to be her niece again, I want her to be her kids mom again and be with her husband. I pray to God, that in next life she lives a happy, fulfilling life.
I hope you understand what my state of mind right now. I might not be able to write for some more time. I saw your messages and I wanted to reassure you all. I also want to continue the story but currently its not the right time for me.
Love,
Vai
