justabassicmusicnerd
Super late but HAPPY NEW YEAR! I wish you all the very best. Much love!
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Wowza, I’m so sorry I suck at updating y’all! I’ve had a lot to handle in my personal life and I’m back at school so my life is crazy busy. I am continuing my All Time Low fic, bear with me. I know updates are really slow I’m trying my best. Sending y’all all the love! I love and appreciate all of you so much!
Much love,
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@patdtopmcrfob gonna shout you out! You’re awesome! Your comments and votes have made a very long work day so much better! I appreciate your re reading the series so much! Go check their page out y’all!
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Alright I’m gonna shout out here @heatherhufflepuff I saw your comment on adopted by the uries and I thought it was hilarious. Also TO WHOMEVER KEEPS REPORTING COMMENTS IN MY COMMENT SECTION WHEN THEY AREN’T OFFENSIVE SUCH AS THE ONE MENTIONED ABOVE PLEASE STOP. YOU AREN’T FUNNY AND ITS NOT CUTE. IM NOT THE ONE DOING IT TO THOSE WHO MAY HAVE SEEN YOUR COMMENTED WAS REPORTED. ITS DRIVING ME INSANE TOO AS MUCH AS IT MAY BE DOING YOU ALL!!!!!
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It’s okay. It was the comment where you said you misread something. It pops up for me that it was reported as offensive but there was nothing offensive about it so idk. I have a troll, they’ve been reporting falsely for months now even on comments from three years ago. It’s all good. You’re absolutely welcome!!!
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@justabassicmusicnerd which comment i have a fever half of the past two days has been me completely zoned out
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I know I haven’t updated in awhile. Some days college life is really kicking my ass in addition to my personal family life so thank you for staying with me! Uh I am very sleep deprived from staying up all night to write a paper and this one class I’m in we have to review our peers papers but the girl in my group got a virus on her computer. Well rather than saying that I said her computer got a virus. Me and my friends got a good laugh so enjoy my sleep deprived idiocy. Hope you all are safe and well! Much love!
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Hey y'all! It's almost midnight for me. Just doing a lot of soul searching and thinking it's been a day for me. The truest quote I think that I've ever heard is "we accept the love we think we deserve". I can't remember where it's from but its on my mind right now. I did that. Multiple times. I've grown in a somewhat broken home and I've seen love fall apart. I got myself into pretty toxic situations because I thought I deserved it, I thought they loved me whatever. You need to accept more than what you think you deserve. You're worth it. You deserve love and happiness. You deserve someone who loves you for who you are. You deserve all of the good and wonderful things. From here on out I'm making that my goal. I'm no longer going to let myself accept what I think I deserve, I'm accepting what I know I deserve. Maybe y'all need to read this and maybe you don't. If you have I appreciate you and you're loved.
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Hey y'all!
I swear I haven't forgot about you. I've been writing where I can. My life has been insane. My university decided to return in person I'm afraid to move back in in fear of getting sent home so I'm commuting. They wouldn't give me the right pass but today finally did. I also got the ticket appealed because I was wronged. But there's been so much good. Last week was hell, life is a crazy rollercoaster but I'm alive. I hope all of y'all are doing well! Much love!
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Y'all I just got home. My dog sounded so sad and happy. She was literally crying when she saw me. My cat is on top of me. I'm going to cry omg
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Another update, I didnt get any sleep. I was packing my stuff. At 630 last night an email was released asking all on campus residents to move home temporarily until October. I personally do not believe this is temporary just bc of my experience with high school in the spring and I know the art faculty is petitioning for art and music students to remain on campus. I am unsure what I want and how I feel about it all. I cried a lot. I knew it could happen but as each day passed I thought it would be okay and again ended up having the ground pulled out from under me. I have made a plan to move back home Friday and continue online classes. The on campus resident are mainly freshmen. The upperclassmen get to remain which is a load of BS. 90 percent of freshmen have been doing everything right as we were told while upperclassmen party and walk around without masks. My theory professor could tell none of us got any sleep and it was difficult to focus so he ended class super early and told us to do something good for ourselves so I've basically packed and relaxed all morning. Bear with me, I do have an update coming sometime soon I'm just kind of in a rough spot. I've been here for 10 days. Today was exactly a week of classes.
Stay safe! Much love!
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@justabassicmusicnerd it's all good. It's been an emotional rollercoaster the last 48 hours. they're allowing music and arts students to stay but they have to apply and I didnt. It was a hard decision to make I cried so much and my family is like you should stay. I get it it's my second time going through this. I didnt get a senior year and I'm not getting much of a freshmen one either. For sure, I'm doing a lot better now I've been talking to my friends in band since we've all been closer now. I hope it ends soon and they allow you all back! I'm doing my best and I hope you're doing well too
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@justabassicmusicnerd hey hey take your time. I'm so sorry that happened. That sucks so much. I know what your going through a little right now. My highschool told us we we're coming back for so long and then said actaully no we're not. I was crushed because I thought things were getting normal again. Things are kinda bumpy but we'll get throught it! This stupid ass corona virus will end but we just gotta keep out heads up high and look on the positive side of things. I can tell u wanted to go but I believe that all things happen for a good outcome. U got this and this will end hopefully soon! Just keep your head up and stay strong.♥️♥️♥️
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Hey all mini update on life, I started university a little over a week ago. I'm writing when i can but I'm trying to adjust to this new situation so I apologize if updates are super slow, I suck at it I know. My university broke 500 COVID case overnight and the day is only beginning so its growing. I'm going to try my best to finish my update, bear with me. I hope you all are safe and well! Much love!
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