I don't know if someone is reading this or not but I wanna share something I'm having really bad suicidal thoughts and I can handle myself I'm losing my mind and the bad part is that today I had a dream in which I had alot of friends and we were having fun and I was enjoying soo much but when I woke up and realized it was not real my heart shattered I feel fucking alone I'm sick and I'm losing my hair my condition is getting worse day by day life is a total mess. All I wish for is death now. World made me realize that I deserve nothing and I'm unwanted
I feel like everything in my life is getting scattered. I feel lost and alone. I am trying to ignore the fact that all my friends are fake and in my life for taking favors from me. Even my studies are not going well. Sorry for bothering you with my feelings . Just wanted to express myself