justanintrovert03

I need help I don't know what to do 

justanintrovert03

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I don't know if someone is reading this or not but I wanna share something I'm having really bad suicidal thoughts and I can handle myself I'm losing my mind and the bad part is that today I had a dream in which I had alot of friends and we were having fun and I was enjoying soo much but when I woke up and realized it was not real my heart shattered I feel fucking alone I'm sick and I'm losing my hair my condition is getting worse day by day life is a total mess.  All I wish for is death now.  World made me realize that I deserve nothing and I'm unwanted