Aria

What the hell, im back LMAO
          
          I don't even know why I'm here, cause in all honesty, I'm not sure I'll ever be able to write a book like I used to- I just can't stay at it. I'm really hard on myself, so I often pressure myself to write perfect for example, which leads to me losing interest because I get frustrated or feel my work isn't good enough >.< 
          
          I really want to, but I'm just trying to figure out how the hell I can write again like I used to. I had story ideas coming out my ears, and now I just.. have nothing. Life has been shit though, so it could be part of why, and I'm not getting any younger either. 
          
          I feel like a lot of my writing just goes into C.AI or Sakura xD I feel like in some way it's easier to play out my ideas in those because I don't have to write a shit ton, and also write the reactions of the other character.. It responds for me, and I guess I find that nicer that writing out a whole story myself? I dunno honestly LOL.
          
          Soo, since I'm back (for now) I'm definitely not promising anything about any sort of book/oneshot/etc. I procrastinate, and I'm most likely either gonna forget about it or possibly lose interest again xD So I guess if something gets released then.. it does! 
          
          I hope ya'll are doing well, thank you for the continuing support on my previous works as well. It means a lot <3

I'm praying for the day I actually get my ass back into writing again-

Just finished re-watching the last 3 Star Wars movies for the first time in a couple of years. And while I'm still pissed about how they ended Ben/Kylo Ren's story, the only word Ben getting to say is "ow", and we only see Ben for what, 10 minutes, probably less? And to add, how shitty the writing was.. I still love Kylo 100%. So, since I think I'm finally coming out of my literally one year long period of writer's block and my horrible procrastination, I'm gonna start working on a Kylo Ren fanfic :D It probably won't get released for a while, as I'd like to form several chapters, and finish them to my liking before I release it, that way there is plenty to read while I work on more chapters! My goal is to make it long, and well detailed, because sometimes I feel like I often fall short of those things, so I'm really gonna try hard! 
          
          
          The estimated release date is posted in my bio, and I will constantly update it when I need to, so you can check that to see when the estimate is, and, you can also see some other upcoming fanfics I'm going to try working on! 
          
          
          
          
          I really hope you guys have been doing well! I know I did kinda pop out of nowhere after disappearing for like, 2 months or so x) I did want to say thank you for all of the support on the oneshots I've posted on here! Though they were just for fun, random, and definitely not perfect, a lot of people have seemed to really enjoy them, so thank you! :) Enjoy your morning/evening/night! <3

Got the time to watch GOTG3 on Disney+ yesterday. I can officially admit I cried xD 
          
          It was really sweet, yet really sad at the same time for so many different reasons. But the movie was wonderful. I'm gonna miss my Guardians :,)

Finally saw MI:7 today! Truly an amazing movie. I was hooked the whole time. Tbh, a lot of the action scenes kept me on my toes >.< But it was very enjoyable. I'd totally watch it again!

Well- Damn I'm late, but I can't go without saying anything.. So.. Happy birthday, Tom Cruise <3 61 years old and yet you don't look like it one bit >.< I hope you had a good birthday at the premiere :D

Gosh, I wish July 12th would come faster. I keep seeing the trailer for MI:7 and it's making me want to see it even more xD But I definitely plan to go.
          
          It'll be exciting for my first time at seeing an MI movie in theaters, since I watched 1-6 at home on Paramount+ a long time ago lmao.

Did I finally decide to watch MI:2? Yes. Did I actually like it? Surprisingly, yes. xD 
          
          I've watched every other Mission Impossible movie, but after hearing all that I did about the second one, I avoided it for the longest time. But I finally watched it, and I can say I surprisingly liked it o-o While I think the plot and stuff was a little random for an MI movie, it was pretty enjoyable. 
          
          And omfg Ethan and Nyah's chemistry? Holy shit- I want that for myself. I really miss younger Ethan ngl, he was so damn flirty and adorable lmao.

I'ma just say it- I've been really addicted to The Outsiders recently. Gave the book a second read, and I watched the movie for the first time! Might end up watching the movie again LMAO. It's cool to see the fandom for it is still alive too :>

Well, I have to say that my expectations for HSR were definitely exceeded. I think I might just become addicted to it x)
          
          If I were to make a HSR fanfic in the future, what character would you guys want? Let me know! :D