Typical fairy

@justarandomcommentar i think being single and lonely and having no one to talk to about this is driving me crazy. i cant tell anyone irl and u arent on discord anymore and the friends i have on discord havent been on as much bc well they are busy and shit. and i havent been in a relationship since............................................................................................. last year- october 1st LIKE GODDAMN BROOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

@justarandomcommentar anyways ima pretend u ask "why are u overwhelmed?" well bc im single and been single for way too long and my friends came over and they are dating so they were cuddling and making out and shit  and made me realize im sad and single but then i remembered i cant openly date a girl so my option would be to get another bf even if i dont want/like them cuz its the only way to show people "HEY IM NOT A FREAK LIKE U THINK I AM!!!" even tho i am! but it got me thinking, what if i do get a gf but say we are just friends? but then i remembered that would prob hurt her and explaining it to my mom would be hard. SO I HAVE FOUR OPTIONS!! 1: get a secret gf 2: get another bf even if i dont want them. 3: run it back 4: stay single and stop fucking complaining. SO HELP ME OUT maybe?? idk i might be going crazy again

@justarandomcommentar AM NOT OVERWHELMED.... ok maybe a bit, not the point rn- AND SOFI IS LIKE A DEADNAME TO ME SO STOP T-T ill crash out rn