justcuziwant3

ALSO, this year i:
          - went to some of my top concerts (noah kahan, tame impala/djo, ariana grande, and luke bryan)
          - got blackout for the first time
          - went on two girls trips with just my friends and i
          - went clubbing for the first time
          - smoked (both ways)
          - got my first tat
          - kissed my roommate like 6 times for some reason..
          - cut off my childhood bestfriend
          - dyed my hair red
          - and last but not least, FOUND PEACE!!
          
          anyways i had to follow my tradition of having a random update once every couple years so cheers to that and cheers to hopefully an incredible and memorable year 

so i start sophmore year of uni monday…  damn im old asf 

 #graduated #wtf #mybestfriendisleavingme #gonoles

i got into FSU…

8 weeks into senior year and the universe has decided I can't have a single normal year. Like, wtf is in the air because 2024 has been a cluster fuck of bad decisions and terrible circumstances. Its gotten so bad that I haven't had a full week of school in over a month.
          
          - Florida has gotten hit by not one but TWO hurricanes (with one more on the way) in the span of a month
          - I am currently beefing with THREE different people
          - I dropped one of my closest friends 
          - Im applying to colleges
          - I got promoted so I'm finally making actual money at my minimum wage job
          - Im moving to the other side of my city
          
          But... I think im finally starting to be happy. I have real friends in my life and im learning the value of myself and my life. So cheers to senior year for turning my whole life upside down 

also, IM A FUCKING SENIOR NOW 

update: i just opened wattpad for the first time in like six months.
          
           i have over 700 notifications.
          
          im looking over my folders and dying a little bit inside.
          
          and as im looking through my bio and my messages, im realizing now that 12y/o me should NOT have been on this app.

I GOT TICKETS TO SEE HOZIER NEXT YEAR AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
          (i had to share with the class as this was not on my 2024 bingo card)

coming back to this account in 2023 is embarrassing. (i went through my folders and shed literal tears)

BRO PLS TELL ME YOU HAVE THE 50 SHADES OF PURPLE SAVED I CANT FIND IT ANYWHERE