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Dream by Lisa is like Sheena’s song in How Did It End? … :(

But the truth is, Jolene isn't sure if she is more afraid of fighting with Selene… or of what would happen if they finally stopped.
          
          She didn’t want to destroy her. She just didn’t know how to exist in the same space without needing her.
          
          Because if she stopped pushing, stopped snapping back, stopped trying to get a reaction, Selene would treat her like she was nothing. Like what they had was nothing. And that terrified her more than anything.

Was this what Jesus felt? That night in the garden, kneeling in the dark, sweat and blood dripping down his face as he begged for the suffering to pass? That moment of knowing—truly knowing—that no matter how much he prayed, how much he wished for a different fate, there was no escaping what was to come.
          
          Selene knew it now.
          
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          And just like Him, she would be whipped by regret, stripped bare by grief, crowned with thorns of her own making.
          
          This is her cross to bear.
          
          This is the price.
          
          And God, it hurt.

Losing my shit sa Phase out TT . My #serenitice heart 

See you, BINI <3

Guysss, sorry. Been so busy travelling. Will update tomorrow <3

Thinking about “We Said It Was Just Goodbye For Now” chapter of LOML. Peter is really THAT song :(

Ready to feel the tension? :D

“I liked your blazer earlier,” Selene said suddenly, her voice cutting through the silence.  
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          “…It looks... unforgettable on you.”  
          
          
          Dropping an update soon :D
          

Just dropped my new story— Tension in the Newsroom (A JhoCey AU) <3