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@justjungk00k another update: today 28 dec 2023. Life is still shit, but better, its like looking better, livin' better (not really tho). That frnd still hasnt seen my msgs and shivu, she just disappeared in thin air, no msgs, no replies, no nothing. I msged her several times on Twitter. Idk she blocked me, then i made another @ again got blocked lol. What is it that she's running from. Well I've moved on from these so called friendships and I dont give a damn any more. Also guys I passed my senior year will better grades (YAY) then I took a year drop, as Im preparing for medical entrance (comeone guys Im an Indian what do you expect lol) why am I saying "guys" again and again not like no one will ever read it. This has become my personal journal and im loving it this way only. I think i should come here once in a while to pour my heart here. I think no one will understand me, I've friends but still I dont think anyone will understand me because everyone has their own probelms in life they cant be sticked to mine. And yeah I made another online frnd, istg she's so pretty and cool, like one on one matching vibes. We together offended a guy since then we are like besties! (Yas)! Also abt that previous crush, im over him too. This was the only time I genuinely liked someone but i guess some things are never meant to be and this was one of those "some things" lol. But on a good sight, I've become kind of social and a lil responsible as well. Ive moved out from my hometown. Missing my family and friends, the place, everytime a whole lot. Wishing myself luck so that I could make it and be a independent woman and give my parents a feeling of proudness! Maybe I'll make it maybe I'll not, but I'll try my best, and fight till the end. See you wattpad ~

@justjungk00k EDIT: DATE 26 MAY 2022 ( A RANT NOT IMPORTANT )
             I never really started writing actually I just forgot lol and it's summer breaks already, I'm  in the senior year YAY and yeah finally got a crush but he just left the school :] how beautiful my life is *sigh* I'm just "ranting" whatever gas happened in my life lol. I actually  passed my 11th grade with not so great grades so I have to study hard (which I'm not doing rn :> )this year as this is very important year for building my career. Also I've science stream and for that I need to rub my ass hard. (no no don't take it literally-) No one is ever gonna even fucking read this shit which I'm  writing, also my all online friends which were very close to me, started been distant, like we used to talk daily and now we don't even talk for months, she always says she's  busy with studies but whenever I open my instagram (which I do after months) she's always active there and she has liked all the reels which come on my tl like bro she's  just lying or not Idc but still that shit hurts, I remember the time we used to call each other "soulmates" she even promised she will talk to me because  now she also is having summer breaks, it's  been a week and she didn't  even saw my messages. I miss 2020, that was the best year in my life, atleast for me *sigh* my life is shit rn I need to do a hell lot of homework and study too =) god please save my soul. I wanted to read so bad my my schedule  is really so tight I have numerous ideas my I can't really put them up and yeah. I also had a close friend she was  so sweet but she left insta and it's literally been 6 months  since  I talked  to her, she's  on twitter but I dont use twitter. I will download it today  I MISS HER LIKE HELL she was also on wattpad but she closed that as well . Miss you shivu ♡ I hope maybe just maybe you read  this 

@JeongRid yeah sure