justtordinarypeople

ok, hi again. this time im gonna tell a story about my family after 3 years.
          	
          	first, my mom is fine, healthy thank god. just little bit pain in her leg, well i think its normal in her age. but i remember, i think its in last year, 2023. my mom is sick, we dont know why, but her neck is hurtin so much, or i think im just forget the cause of that pain. but i remember i look over her, i give her hot towel, when she said "its not hot enough" "its dosnt feel anything", i pour more hot water until my hand feel really hot, its hurts, but its worth it. i wanna give my best to my mom, i wanna her to be healthy and happy. im never say this to her, but i rlly love her, i hope she knew my feeling.
          	
          	next, my brothers. last year in 2023 we have a reallyly real really special moment for my first brother, HE MARRIED!!. thats a first marriage in our family, its been 1 year i have a sister in law. she is really kind, smart, strong woman. i glad i have sister like her, she is the best. and my brother love her so much, and he happy with her. shes not pregnant yet, but i know they really want baby so much, i hope god give them this year, amin.

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and the last story is, for my step dad. he like usual, nothing much, we still not talk that much, just for an important thing. and i still dont know what i feel about him, what i know is, he make my mom happy, and i think thats enough. why do i know that? back thank i wonder if my mom happy or not with him right?? 
          	  
          	  the answer is bcs my sis in law, she is close to my mother, and sometimes she ask a question that i cant ask to my mom. i heard story from her, my mom tell her that my step dad have a kind behavior to my mom, she said that my step dad tell to my mom like "you so beautiful", and my sis in law say, "i think that behavior is my mom not find from your father". and i think i agree to her, bcs my father is not typical person who say smtng like that (as long i can remember). so, i think theyre happy together.
          	  
          	  i hope my step dad not thinking im hate him, bcs i dont talk much to him. im just awkward to him u know, bcs his not try to close to me too, so i just silent too. and i hope he happy too, i hope he make my mom happy, i hope.hes daughter is happy (he still go to hes homeland to meet hes daughter anyws) i hope god give him healthy and a lot of money haha, and i hope my step dad and my mother is happy together until the end.
          	  
          	  sooo, thats the story about my family after 3 years... wait... I FORGET TO TELL WE MOVING IN HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA WHAT THE HELL??
          	  
          	  
          	  BY THE WAY, WE MOVE IN TO ANOTHER CITY!!
          	  i think its been 2 years i we live here, omg, so we live here when im in my 3rd senior highschool (i almost graduate) and now i am in my 5th semester in univ. so yeah, we been in here for that long, its good place tho. of course is not always good, this place have a bad thing too.
          	  
          	   well i think im gonna end it right here, its so long hahaha and im already tired.
          	  
          	  next im gonna tell you story about ipm (i think).
          	  
          	  soo thank youuu and byeeee
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nexttttt a 3rd story gonna be my father, lately my father is move to sistar (i censor this place hehe), its more close tho, even hes move note far from hes old house. he still with my step mom (wow... i just realized... after this long time.. im dont know her name.. woww.. just woww... im even not ask them her name bro).
          	  
          	  ok, continue. i always dont know how my father feeling, to me, to my brothers, my stepmom, or even my mom, i dont know he has forgive her or not, i rlly dont know, and im too afraid to ask. so im just silent, just pretending like anything happened. but.. i think hes happier bcs hes moving, my step mom too, bcs the house is bigger, and the front yard its BIG. im not mention, its not his house, its someone house, my father just work from him to look up the house, so he did it. 
          	  
          	  and bcs i have my own motorcycle now, i think ill be more often meet him, i planned like that, i hope im gonne do it like i planned. 
          	  
          	  to god, please look after my father, he is hurtin enough, he is old and fragile. and he has to work, a hard work. so, give him healthy, and happiness. i hope i have time for he to watch me success and grow, so i can make him happy. i also never tell this to my father, but i really love him.
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so yeaaah next of course my 3 brother. haahh... i already upset a little just think about him. so, another GOOD NEWS in this yearr, I HAVA MY OWN MOTORCYCLE!!!!! YEAAAAYYY. but.. well.. technically.. its not MY motorcycle, but my 3 brothers, im just borrow it until i can buy it myself. buttt its still good news tho, and honestly, i really thank him so much, bcs i already tired of waiting to be picked up with my 2 brother. bcs hes so much pain in the ass. he so fckng longggg to picked me up haaahhhhhhh. anyws, my 3 brother is doing fine, this year he have been sempro, but hes not graduating yet, hes been working and working broo. hes in bawaslu, its like a security of government elections, smtng like that. and i still pissed to him bcs he still an asshole. 
          	  
          	  okay, thats my brothers story, i hope they happy, healthy, and always give me anything i want mwehehehe.
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justtordinarypeople

ok, hi again. this time im gonna tell a story about my family after 3 years.
          
          first, my mom is fine, healthy thank god. just little bit pain in her leg, well i think its normal in her age. but i remember, i think its in last year, 2023. my mom is sick, we dont know why, but her neck is hurtin so much, or i think im just forget the cause of that pain. but i remember i look over her, i give her hot towel, when she said "its not hot enough" "its dosnt feel anything", i pour more hot water until my hand feel really hot, its hurts, but its worth it. i wanna give my best to my mom, i wanna her to be healthy and happy. im never say this to her, but i rlly love her, i hope she knew my feeling.
          
          next, my brothers. last year in 2023 we have a reallyly real really special moment for my first brother, HE MARRIED!!. thats a first marriage in our family, its been 1 year i have a sister in law. she is really kind, smart, strong woman. i glad i have sister like her, she is the best. and my brother love her so much, and he happy with her. shes not pregnant yet, but i know they really want baby so much, i hope god give them this year, amin.

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and the last story is, for my step dad. he like usual, nothing much, we still not talk that much, just for an important thing. and i still dont know what i feel about him, what i know is, he make my mom happy, and i think thats enough. why do i know that? back thank i wonder if my mom happy or not with him right?? 
            
            the answer is bcs my sis in law, she is close to my mother, and sometimes she ask a question that i cant ask to my mom. i heard story from her, my mom tell her that my step dad have a kind behavior to my mom, she said that my step dad tell to my mom like "you so beautiful", and my sis in law say, "i think that behavior is my mom not find from your father". and i think i agree to her, bcs my father is not typical person who say smtng like that (as long i can remember). so, i think theyre happy together.
            
            i hope my step dad not thinking im hate him, bcs i dont talk much to him. im just awkward to him u know, bcs his not try to close to me too, so i just silent too. and i hope he happy too, i hope he make my mom happy, i hope.hes daughter is happy (he still go to hes homeland to meet hes daughter anyws) i hope god give him healthy and a lot of money haha, and i hope my step dad and my mother is happy together until the end.
            
            sooo, thats the story about my family after 3 years... wait... I FORGET TO TELL WE MOVING IN HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA WHAT THE HELL??
            
            
            BY THE WAY, WE MOVE IN TO ANOTHER CITY!!
            i think its been 2 years i we live here, omg, so we live here when im in my 3rd senior highschool (i almost graduate) and now i am in my 5th semester in univ. so yeah, we been in here for that long, its good place tho. of course is not always good, this place have a bad thing too.
            
             well i think im gonna end it right here, its so long hahaha and im already tired.
            
            next im gonna tell you story about ipm (i think).
            
            soo thank youuu and byeeee
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justtordinarypeople

nexttttt a 3rd story gonna be my father, lately my father is move to sistar (i censor this place hehe), its more close tho, even hes move note far from hes old house. he still with my step mom (wow... i just realized... after this long time.. im dont know her name.. woww.. just woww... im even not ask them her name bro).
            
            ok, continue. i always dont know how my father feeling, to me, to my brothers, my stepmom, or even my mom, i dont know he has forgive her or not, i rlly dont know, and im too afraid to ask. so im just silent, just pretending like anything happened. but.. i think hes happier bcs hes moving, my step mom too, bcs the house is bigger, and the front yard its BIG. im not mention, its not his house, its someone house, my father just work from him to look up the house, so he did it. 
            
            and bcs i have my own motorcycle now, i think ill be more often meet him, i planned like that, i hope im gonne do it like i planned. 
            
            to god, please look after my father, he is hurtin enough, he is old and fragile. and he has to work, a hard work. so, give him healthy, and happiness. i hope i have time for he to watch me success and grow, so i can make him happy. i also never tell this to my father, but i really love him.
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justtordinarypeople

this message may be offensive 
so yeaaah next of course my 3 brother. haahh... i already upset a little just think about him. so, another GOOD NEWS in this yearr, I HAVA MY OWN MOTORCYCLE!!!!! YEAAAAYYY. but.. well.. technically.. its not MY motorcycle, but my 3 brothers, im just borrow it until i can buy it myself. buttt its still good news tho, and honestly, i really thank him so much, bcs i already tired of waiting to be picked up with my 2 brother. bcs hes so much pain in the ass. he so fckng longggg to picked me up haaahhhhhhh. anyws, my 3 brother is doing fine, this year he have been sempro, but hes not graduating yet, hes been working and working broo. hes in bawaslu, its like a security of government elections, smtng like that. and i still pissed to him bcs he still an asshole. 
            
            okay, thats my brothers story, i hope they happy, healthy, and always give me anything i want mwehehehe.
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justtordinarypeople

omg, icant belive im back.
          its been 3 years last time im posting curhatan in here.
          
          so, now im a fifth semester student, jurnalism major.
          im in my second years of my organization.
          and im not active in ipm no more, not like i used to.
          
          im gonna tell it later, first gonna be how my family going, then ipm, then my life at university and my friend.
          
          but the reason im coming back is bcs i wanna read some story again. so, lets enjoy myself first, then im gonna tell you a story of a 3 years upgrade of my life.

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situation is normal, like usually.
          ipm, movies, book, comics, songs, social media, story, friend, family is still there
          i think what something changes is them, they have a problem with their lifes, sometimes i wondering what i have a problem, bcs i feel im just okayy like everything is fine, my friend tell me my life dont have problems, maybe bcs i dont tell my story to them, not like them who tell all they problem, i mean im not kind of person who tell problem to anybody until i feel better. i feel like my problem si my porblem and i dont think if i tell them its gets better. but sometimes i tell them too a little bit, to make up conversation and get a trust to friend.
          
          anywayss everything is under control here, i hope everything juts like this or gets better and better, and i think in future when i was in college i dont have time for this fun, i wanna watch all movie what i want hehe
          
          and thats its my report of ny life, i dont know my english is right or not, in practicing almost everyday. for anyone who read this this just other my weird writing andddd i hop your happy too. ( i dont think anyone read this right? )
          
          bayyyy i see you letter wattlad i hope my next letter is just good and happy, 
          see you next time.

justtordinarypeople

@ justtordinarypeople  okay... thats a lot typo right there..
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justtordinarypeople

i think im happier then before. everything i been trough is help me to be who am i now, im lucky, no im really really lucky person i wish in the future im gonna be more good then before. im scared but that normal, and the same time im really exited im learning, read, and find out. i trust im successful in the future maybe because people too, but you have been work hard too. promis myself to never stop, never giving up, bcs live just one, and i wanna be person who can do anything and can make anyone happy. srmangat diri akuu karena penyemangat utama kamu adalah diri kamu sendiri, and i love you.

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