beren.

reading a new fic is like playing russian roulette 
          
          started out totally normal and i was like yes i'm just a girl and i relate to this 
          
          and now louis is like oh no i'm so shy and i'm not at all confident and i turned 15 a few days ago and i'm very short oh also a twink and harry is fucking 19 and he said he's 6'3 like jeez what am i reading

i'm so happy and excited 

HEYYY

happy birthday to "it's mutual we discussed it"

what a fucking day.
          
          i had a great day at school (y'all aren't updated but i'm not doing great socially these days) and i spent half of the day in the arts room painting 
          
          and it's zayns birthdayy happy birthday to my pookie as well as my friends birthday but we're not doing great lately so i dryly celebrated, he doesn't deserve more than,
          what else
          
          GOLDEN GLOBES AND HUDCON AND CONNORS HAIR AND HUDSOSN NECKLACE AND THEIR SPEECH AND THE INTERVIEWS
          
          HARRY FUCKING STYLES IS BACK AND PROMOTING?!?!? HELLO?!?!?
          AT THE SAME FUCKING TIME (literally lol) LOUIS TWEETS 
          
          NOT MUCH LATER, WE GET A FUCKING BILLBOARD INTERVIEW, WE GET LOUIS MENTIONING HARRY (12 days into 2026 and i have 3 spots of my Larry bingo ticked like wtf)
          
          AND THEN WE HAVE ACCOUNTS SHARE THAT. AND THEN CAPITALONE FUCKING SHARES A LOUIS TOMLINSON X HARRY STYLES POST. LARRYING ON MAIN. LIKE WTF. 
          
          AND THE HSHQ LOGO?!?!? THAT'S LITERALLY A LOUIS TATTOO HELP
          
          they weren't having all the fandom obsessing with heated rivalry lmao this is an attempt to connect larries bact to their roots.
          
          i also think there's something really special about louis' promotion team just laying dead for weeks and then suddenly bombing us with all these. they had a nice quiet vacation and came back (and "close to release") and this is too much for my mental health 
          
          also Twitter is so fun today
          also i forgot to do my bio homework
          

nerdesinn…

replacing who i am with who i'd rather beee

don't leave i don't wanna start over

Drunk and high when I need you most
          You and I, haunted by a similar ghost.

HELLOO