justyouraveragefangirl

I wanna know something... 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          WHY DOES IT FEEL SO GOOD 
          BUT HURT SO BAD? 

Well well well
          Would you look who finally updated 

that moment when I school is coming up in two weeks and you don't have your best friend in the same school so you try not to cry yourself to sleep every night and realizing how pathetic your life is

IN MY BLOOD JUST CAME ON WTAF FBI MAN I'M A LITTLE SCARED NOW. ARE YOU TRYNA SAY SOMETHING MY GUY?!?!? 
          CUZ GIVING UP IS IN MY BLOOD. 
          I'VE DONE IT PLENTY OF TIMES. 

That moment when you don't know if you should give up on your dreams because they seem so far fetched and unrealistic but you don't have anything else going for you so you feel obligated to at least have something to keep you from feeling completely isolated and useless compared to your peers 

That moment when you're going to Maine to see your aunt for a week with your Best friend 

That moment when your mom loses $500 mysteriously from her bank account when you were already low on funds 

I kept complaining abt all of the grad parties now I'm having one gosh darnit

And I wanna know
          Why does it feel so good but hurt so bad? 

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