hey guys.. my dog, who was 14 1/2 years old, a police k-9, died today. it’s been very hard for me as it’s my first major loss. i apologize for my inactivity as i will probably be taking a break due to random mental/emotional breakdowns. i apologize for everything, and i just need a break right now. he was my childhood dog, and still lives on. i miss him so much, he died around 2 pm and has since then brought so many tears to my eyes that eventually started into full breakdowns. i am not in the correct mental state as he was one of my best friends, and we suspected it was coming soon. he fulfilled his life and i believe that he is living happily and running around in doggo heaven, where he belongs. i miss him dearly, and wish he was still here with me. i am slightly happy as well since he was in lots of pain, and lots of external and internal problems. he is now alive and running, in his own spot in doggo heaven. i love you, Ully. you mean the world to me. thank you for everything you have ever done, i appreciate you so much. thank you. ❤️