You said nobody cares. Yet here I am, a random person on the internet. I care about you, regardless if I know you. The people you talked about. I won't say forget them, if you try to forget bad memories, they only grow. I have learned this myself. I have been called every word in the dictionary. Trust me. I know what it is like to be broken down into tiny pieces and then have those pieces crushed into dust. I am not saying my problems are worse than yours, I am just saying that I am a person who understands the pain and suffering. I may be too late, but if you are still there, think about all the people who read your stories, who accept you as a friend, and remember that we care. We the readers care.
I hope I am not too late. Please don't do this. There are people out there that can help. Please. Remember every good thing in your life.