Zayn has left 1D..
This has left me comepletely dead inside..
I cried when I found out and I'm still crying now. And I won't stop until I'm all out of tears.
The worst thing about this though for me is that in my fanfic, Zayn does something similar...
And I was just about to buy tickets to go see them in September.. Just to see Zayn..
Things like this really hurt me, you know? Like the pressure and the rumors and the lies and the paparazzi had just gotten so bad that he had to leave the band..
I was so looking forward to meeting him. And now I never will.
And no, I'm not mad that Zayn has left.. Yes I'm sad and I propably will be for a while, but I am mad that it had to come to him leaving the band..
I do wish him the best though. In whatever he does next, I will always love him.
No, I am not leaving Wattpad. I feel like now would be the best time to be as active as possible and read as many Zayn Fanfiction as possible to cheer each other up. I will continue to write my book and I will never lose love for Zayn or the rest of the boys..
#AlwaysInOurHeartsZaynMalik <3
-jordan
