jwnxst

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Fuck belift. I can't with this disgusting company anymore. They removed Heeseung from both their Spotify and weverse. Dude. I just woke up. I feel sick to my stomach now. I don't even feel like eating anything. I fucking lost my appetite even tho I struggle with loss of appetite. Dawg I will make sure you bloody pay for this one day beshit. I will fucking make sure of it.

YO_VSTA

@jwnxst i can,t just lose all my hopes i don,t want to (>_<)
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my_melody13

@jwnxst when i saw it this morning, i had to not break down crying, and I just sat in silence, staring into nothingness, my thoughts overwhelming ☹️
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jwnxst

@my_melody13 this was me the whole day yesterday tbh
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royalstarjk

I was so incredibly sad abt zb1 and now enha too. Haobin being separated is like breaking one soul :( What if they see each other at events and ignore the other. That would break me, honestly. I really hope it was Hee's own decision to leave bcos if it wasn't, that's just sad

royalstarjk

@jwnxst :'(
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jwnxst

@royalstarjk as a haobin love child I was not ready for my parents to divorce oml my heart got twice ripped apart .. and what you said Is true.. I really hope that it wasn't a decision by the company (highly possible)
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jwnxst

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Fuck belift. I can't with this disgusting company anymore. They removed Heeseung from both their Spotify and weverse. Dude. I just woke up. I feel sick to my stomach now. I don't even feel like eating anything. I fucking lost my appetite even tho I struggle with loss of appetite. Dawg I will make sure you bloody pay for this one day beshit. I will fucking make sure of it.

YO_VSTA

@jwnxst i can,t just lose all my hopes i don,t want to (>_<)
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my_melody13

@jwnxst when i saw it this morning, i had to not break down crying, and I just sat in silence, staring into nothingness, my thoughts overwhelming ☹️
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jwnxst

@my_melody13 this was me the whole day yesterday tbh
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jwnxst

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DAWG THIS NEW UPDATE IS FUNNY (⁠ ⁠；⁠∀⁠；⁠)
          SOCIAL FEED AND I CAN SEE WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU GUYS ARE ADDING TO YOUR LISTS LMAOOOOOOO

my_melody13

oh gosh
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jwnxst

@my_melody13 let me give you a hug bebeh we all are hurting
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Minsung_third_wheel

@jwnxst ppl just be adding crazy stuff to their reading lists to mess with people lmao
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jwnxst

The update for leave a mark on my neck is kind of delayed by a few days guys. Sorry for the delay cuz I've been unable to write the chapter properly as I'm being watched often and yk fanfics aren't really something I'd like to share with my parents. So give me around 3-4 days for the next chapter and I can tell you guys it's worth the wait. 
          
          (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡

localqueerkid

@jwnxst take your time!
            and take care of yourself!<3
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jwnxst

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Yea no shit my mother is fuckin controlling ASF I'm tired man I just wanna WRITE and play a bit of games which she WILL NOT ALLOW as my exams are over and so is the time I spend on my phone. Why. Literally. I use it as my escape and she's taking that one thing away that makes me feel like ME. Man I tried to be selfish just this once. Still she's making me feel like shit. 
          
          She doesn't know how much I've changed in the past year. Man I can't fucking WAIT to leave this house for good. I'm DONE for. I'm giving my best. I'm doing as much as I can DESPITE being physically unable to even MOVE at times. Life is literally HELL for me. I don't like her one bit nowadays. This isn't hate. Nor is this love. I feel exhausted living like this.

Minsung_third_wheel

@jwnxst IK SAME WITH MY PARENTS BUT EVERY TIME I’M MAD AT THEM I REMEMBER THEY TOOK ME TO EPIPEN AND SKZ MOVIE AND BOUGHT ME 2 SKZ ALBUMS AND ITHER SKZ MERCH
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jwnxst

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@Minsung_third_wheel bro I know how much they do shit for me but one thing is that they don't CARE or understand me one BIT that's what annoys me and my mum acts like she's the only person who suffers from overwork
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Minsung_third_wheel

@jwnxst and then when you actually move out you realize how much they do for you ;-;
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jwnxst

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SKZ collision is describing how I'm feeling since March 10th  ಥ⁠╭⁠╮⁠ಥ man beshit istg if I don't burn you down then my name ain't Sereia for a reason 
          
          This shit is worse than any friendship breakup (valid ones ofc) bro end my misery cuz MY LIFE WITHOUT YOU IS A MISERYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

localqueerkid

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@jwnxst life is so fucked isw
            how long till we feel how we felt before 10th march bruh, this is tiring ಥ_ಥ
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jwnxst

Riki just had a dance live I'm not okay bro I came fresh Outta the shower to my man's dance jam oml (⁠ ⁠≧⁠Д⁠≦⁠)

jwnxst

@YO_VSTA I'm crashing out and sad at the same yime
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YO_VSTA

@jwnxst me tooo
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YO_VSTA

@jwnxst not my bias not getting a china fansign cuz he is not korean (｀Д´)
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