k-enma

Three hours of sleep suicide thoughts 
          	
          	I hate my life :) 

k-enma

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Oki but how the fuck you tell someone what you hate that they use you for money
          
          Like wtf how 
          
          
          
          I still want this friendship but you make me feel like shit :(((( 
          
          
          
          
          
          Like i dont even have money to buy myself food how the fuck should i give you money 
          
          
          And if i give you money your not even acting like i'm worth anything 
          Like girlllll atleast make me happy with our friendship so you get money 
          
          
          
          Like i'm used to it i dont even know a friendship without being used for my money or other things 
          
          Like atleast please just let me feel like you like me and like hanging out :((((((( 
          
          
          
          

k-enma

Why do I even try Why do I try to show my friends my drawing But all they do is say its great without even looking at it Or if I draw a funny face or a dumb face that doesn't even make  sense because it was a joke but without even meaning it they say it looks nice 
          (Its bad i dont even try to make it good because its a joke) 
          
          
          
          Why should i even show them if they dont mean it 
          
          
          
          
          Like i show you because i trust you to dont make fun about it 
          But your dont even mean it 
          
          
          
          
          
          I'm just gonne stop trying