k-pop_freaks_0126

Guys Peng here. I was gonna post today but my grandma just passed away. So I have to go back to the India for a week. I'm missing the first week of school etc. So I might be unable to post. Stuck between everything and the school work online. But I prob will cux it might make me feel better.
          	
          	So dw I haven't forgotten about my books.
          	
          	Bye. 

mintchocolateontop

may she rest in peace and don't rush yourself <3 take whatever time you need alright?
Balas

k-pop_freaks_0126

@SERONIMACARONI ye dw I'm gonna email my teachers and ask them to send me the work etc. That is after we actually get the timetable. 
Balas

k-pop_freaks_0126

Guys Peng here. I was gonna post today but my grandma just passed away. So I have to go back to the India for a week. I'm missing the first week of school etc. So I might be unable to post. Stuck between everything and the school work online. But I prob will cux it might make me feel better.
          
          So dw I haven't forgotten about my books.
          
          Bye. 

mintchocolateontop

may she rest in peace and don't rush yourself <3 take whatever time you need alright?
Balas

k-pop_freaks_0126

@SERONIMACARONI ye dw I'm gonna email my teachers and ask them to send me the work etc. That is after we actually get the timetable. 
Balas

k-pop_freaks_0126

Guess who got her results backkkkk for GCSEsssss ahhh.
          I'm rlly happy with it overalllll
          I got 9s in maths (oamag I got full marks in 2 of my papers). Further maths I got 9.
          Bio and phys I got 9.
          But sad about chem cuz I got grade 8.
          German I got 9 hehe.
          I'm so surprised I got 8 in eng lit omga I cried over that test cuz I thought I did so bad hehe.
          I'm happyyyyy heheeee

k-pop_freaks_0126

@mintchocolateontop ahhh oki oki... ich diebe dich mehr <3 !!!! Ich werde dich immer lieben !
Balas

k-pop_freaks_0126

@mintchocolateontop awww its okay ill post it by tonight read it tmrr
Balas

Urlocalskzstan

Girly I js realized you lwk predicted tubatu‘s Setsuna Hanabi Mv with We‘ll never change 

k-pop_freaks_0126

@Urlocalskzstan ahhhh lolll I might be a fortune teller lmoaaa
Balas

Urlocalskzstan

Like the unhappy lives doing jobs they don’t want to and then meeting up and remembering the old times
Balas

k-pop_freaks_0126

Guess who finished the character prof and ch1 of Vanilla heehee. Let's hope I can wirye a few more chs so I can post itttt 

k-pop_freaks_0126

@Urlocalskzstan yeeeeeeeeee!!! Maybe even 2 new stories if i get timeee btwn all my editing too
Balas

Urlocalskzstan

AHH NEW STORYY??? LESGOOOO
Balas

k-pop_freaks_0126

All my reader of SwC helppp.
          I started writing Vanilla (the hari story) and i relaised i did not know Soelha's full name until now... I thought it was Kim... but its Nam..
          
          That said, in SwC, does anyone have any memeory of me saying her full name is Kim Soelha anywhere?... Cuz i might have doen that by mistake.... ye...
          
          I wouldnt have known her full naem until i rechecked her info in the Characters Profile in SwC.... lwokey embarassed lolll

mintchocolateontop

@k-pop_freaks_0126       i dont think you even mentioned it anywhere aside from the chracater profile and when they just met
Balas

k-pop_freaks_0126

also i lowkye forgot how tiring it is to prepare staring a new story properly
Balas

k-pop_freaks_0126

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Humans are the most dangerous and disgusting creatures on earth...
          
          Just a bouquet of flowers... A life was taken just over flowers.
          
          I am ashamed to call myself an engene. 
          
          Pathetic. Us as a fandom, we are pathetic. Because of us an innocent girl with a life ahead of her, with a family and with friends decided to take her life on live apologising over something she should never have had to apologise for. 
          
          All those "engenes" who cyberbullied her and tormented her, you are fucking vile. 
          
          She didn't kill herself, she was murdered. 
          
          She was murdered by every hate comment, every threat, every one of you "engenes" who thought she deserved to be hated for. 
          
          You'd think after all of this those creatures would fi ally apologise but no. They start to blame the members. 
          
          Fucking cowards. 
          
          What tradegy happened is not Mina's fault. 
          It is not Riki's fault. 
          It is not Sunoo's fault. 
          It is not Enhypen's fault. 
          
          It is the fault of the people who chose to bully, harass, and dehumanise another human being.
          
          So take responsibility and fucking own up to it. 
          
          
          Mina, 
          
          I don't really believe in Heaven or hell but I hope wherever you are now you are in peace. No apologies will ever suffice but I'm sorry for what the fandom you were a part of made you do.
          
          Rest in Peace Mina.  
          
          

Urlocalskzstan

@k-pop_freaks_0126 it makes a lot of sense, and I feel the same way 
Balas

k-pop_freaks_0126

@Urlocalskzstan ikr. Were just supposed to be fans of their music... So why are we making this into such a toxic environments. I don't want to be a part of this community anymore. I jsut want to be a Enhypen fan... Not an engene. Idk if that makes sense or not 
Balas

Urlocalskzstan

I'm actually terrified of my own fandom now, I miss the times when we were being called the prettiest fandom or the most loyal fandom. The departure of Heeseung brought out a new side of Engenes I never thought I'd see. What have we as a fandom become? Even before all of this "Engenes" sent a hate train to Ni-ki every year since debut without fail. Why? Why do you have to be so toxic that you'd murder someone over something as trivial as flowers? My heart aches for Mina even though I didn't know her irl, what about her family and friends? What about Ni-ki who probably thinks it's his fault because he spoke up about his wish that fans enjoy themselves at concerts instead of staring at their phones, like some Engenes are sending hate for? I'm ashamed to call myself part of this fandom. I don't even want to be part of this fandom anymore.
            
            R.I.P Mina, you deserve such a big apology from Engenes, I'm so sorry your own fandom treated you like this and forced you to do this.
Balas

k-pop_freaks_0126

With having the fun of  writing sad stories comes with the struggle of making the cover... like omgaaa why is it soo hard!!! I have this vision in my head but i dont have the capability to replicate that irl

mintchocolateontop

@k-pop_freaks_0126       ouhhhh now im tempted to try
            ehehehehehehheheheh
Balas

k-pop_freaks_0126

Farewell Neverland ||  TXT FF
          
          Prologue - The End...
          
          -Start of Prologue-
          
          I'm a coward.
          
          I've always been one.
          
          I wear it like a warm blanket on a bitter winter night.
          
          As long as I can remember, fear has kept me alive.
          
          It taught me when to stay quiet.
          
          When to lower my head.
          
          When to disappear.
          
          Every time I chose silence...
          
          I survived.
          
          Every time I looked away...
          
          I survived.
          
          Every single time...
          
          I survived.
          
          So tell me...
          
          
          doesn't that make fear stronger than courage?
          
          
          People say life gets better.
          
          That someone will notice.
          
          That time heals.
          
          So I waited.
          
          Days became weeks.
          
          Weeks became years.
          
          Nothing changed.
          
          The world kept moving.
          
          People kept laughing.
          
          And somehow...
          
          I remained exactly where I'd always been.
          
          Maybe that's why I envy birds.
          
          They simply spread their wings...
          
          trusting the wind to catch them.
          
          So let me be a coward.
          
          One last time.
          
          Let me fear this world.
          
          Let me run away.
          
          Just this once.
          
          ༺ ───── ❈ ⋆ ☾ ⋆ ❈ ───── ༻
          
          She placed one foot forward.
          
          Through the howling wind...
          
          someone called her name.
          
          Breathless.
          
          Desperate.
          
          She hesitated.
          
          But there was nothing beneath her.
          
          So she placed the other foot forward.
          
          And she fell.
          
          -End of Prologue-
          
          
          
          (Condensed version of the actual Prologue to make it fit the character count)

k-pop_freaks_0126

@Urlocalskzstan thank you ahhhhh ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ 
Balas

Urlocalskzstan

DAYUMMM GIRLYY WTF why are u so good at writing stuff that makes me want to read it???
Balas

k-pop_freaks_0126

@mintchocolateontop hehehe thank youuuuuuuuuu ilyysmmmm
Balas

A_TXT_From_Tomorrow

Spread this!
          
          (started by ENGENE-7777-qrts)
          
          Hi there! I hope ur day is amazing and things are going well!
          
          I just want to say that I'm incredibly happy for knowing such an amazing person as you <3
          
          Remember ur loved, beautiful, talented, and an amazing friend! I don't know what I could've done without you <3