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Merry Christmas!
          
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So...
          
          I'm here after probably 2 months. Hello! Wassup everyone? I hope you all are doing well by the grace of Almighty. I'm also fine. By the way, I'm not fully back yet. I'm only here for 2-3 days because I was missing the phase when I used to write and read like crazy. Now, due to study pressure, I've long forgotten to write. Also, I want to read but my eyes hurt honestly. 
          
          I want to read some stories in these 2-3 days to get back my mental stability. Yes, I'm exhausted over my offline activities. So, I'm giving a sweet treat to myself. Actually nothing much had changed during my absence. But I'm really astonished by the fact that there are still some people who read "Love Ends All", though the book is a trash and I've not updated it since last year. Now, I wanna continue this book so bad, but I wish I had the time, sorry! 
          
          I was a step away to publish 2 books, but I don't know what happened with my mind, I stopped writing and went on an infinite hiatus. But I hope one day I'll again get the time to write and that day you won't be disappointed by me. Damn, I've yapped a lot, whatever there's no one to read it. But I'm feeling a lot lighter after writing all these.
          
          Okay, bye! Stay safe and be happy! Love you all!
          
          ~Ana

Heyaaa hruu :)

Eid Mubarak! May this special day bring peace, happiness, and endless blessings to you and your loved ones. ❤️✨

I'm finally back after almost 2 months maybe, though I'm partially online and I still will be. And I know very well that no one misses me. 
          
          I hope everyone's well by the grace of Almighty. Honestly, I'm not in good shape both physically and mentally. In these 2 months, many things happened, some were good, some were bad, but most of them were bad, specifically worse. I don't want to vent here, I don't want to put out the pent-up frustration which is killing me gradually. I don't want to be a burden to people anymore. 
          
          I hope I didn't grab attention by the second paragraph of this announcement. I'll be glad if people stop caring about me. Also, it'll take some time for me to go back to writing, though I planned for a lot. I'm not sure if I can continue writing, but I need to stabilize my mind first. I hope you'll understand and it's also okay if you won't, I know I'm failing to keep up with everyone's expectations.
          
          I don't think I missed anything important to say. I'll be replying to messages on my MB whenever I'm online, but if you ever see me vanish all of a sudden, just take it as I left for good. At the same time, I'm a coward so there's less of a chance that I'll leave. I may live as a ‘living dead' rather than to be fully dead. Just kidding. Maybe. :)

Eid Mubarak! May this blessed day bring you peace, happiness, and prosperity. May Allah accept your prayers and fasting. May Allah’s blessings be with you today and always. Let this Eid be a new beginning for love and harmony. Wishing you and your family a joyous and blessed Eid-ul-Fitr! Eid Mubarak!
          
          -Ana

Dear Kookies,
          
          This is a difficult message for me to write because stepping away, even for a little while, feels bittersweet. But as much as I wish I could continue, my exams are approaching, and I need to give them my full attention. Because it's an important phase of my life. So, from the end of March to the end of May, I’ll be taking a full break from all kinds of social media. This also means all my books will be on hold until June. It's been a long time since I updated my books, but I'll surely come back with something new to make it up for you. 
          
          Truly, I'm tearing up while writing this. I can’t express how much your love, patience, and support mean to me. It’s your encouragement that keeps me going, and I promise I’ll return with even more passion and stories to share. 
          
          Again, it's a reminder that this is not a goodbye; rather, take it as a comeback of me with a new spirit. Until then, please take care, stay safe, and don’t forget me! Also, remember I'll miss you so much. Keep me in your prayers, and I’ll see you all in June!
          
          With love,
          Ana ♡

Happy New Year!!!
          
          Wishing you all to have a very happy year. I wish that this year will go well for everyone, I wish that this year will be filled with happiness. May God bless us. ❤️
          
          On this day, I want to introduce you all to my new book "Whispers of the Dark". It's my first PJM fanfiction. I'll update the first chapter very soon. I hope you all will like the plot. 
          
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I planned to edit 1772 words today, but caught a cold in the morning. I don't know why and how but when I try to write or want to edit my previous drafts, it ends up with me on the bed lying because of sickness. I really want to write and I know I'm pissing my readers off. As a reader, I also know how it feels to wait for a chapter. Because of me not updating my book, I lost a lot of readers and I'm not blaming them. It's totally my fault. 2-3 months is okay, but I'm not updating for nearly 5 months. I'm really sorry for that and also I know sorry can't solve everything. The biggest fault I did was I promised to update but failed to do that. Last few months, I promised many things to do but couldn't complete them and trust me, not able to keep promise gives you the worst feeling. I've always been a responsible girl, but here I'm proving myself an irresponsible girl. I'm feeling so low today thinking all about this. I'm trying so hard to write but my brain is just blank and I hate it the most. Moreover, the environment of Wattpad isn't helping me either. Wattpad isn't a writing platform anymore, it's more likely a dating app or roleplaying app. I just don't get the vibe from it. I really miss the old Wattpad. When I started writing, it was so peaceful here but now everyday here's happening many dramas. One more thing that I can't resist myself but to say that, follow for follow is strictly against the Wattpad rules. But some people may not know this or just choose to ignore this. I may be an irresponsible girl, but they're the most irresponsible here. I don't want to mention them but some people follow other people to get follow back and then they unfollow those other people and this way they're gaining followers. Shame on them. Enough saying, I just want to say I'm sick of everything here, I came here to write, not to watch some freaking cheap drama. Let's hope this time I can keep the promise, I can update and edit all the drafts that's left to be done. That's it.