♪♪♪ . . . I guess I graduated high school on June 2nd. After being so busy with everything, and I finally crossed the finish line … it was very anticlimactic- :sob: but I think that’s because I’ve been working towards my GED and just figuring out life sh-T. I used my old school’s last day. It didn’t hit me that I was done until late that night when I honestly cried.
To be honest, from age 4-15, I went to school with the same exact kids. I thought we’d be graduating together, but that school was … awful to me. The kids, (most of) the teachers, the environment … it was slowly killing my spirit. I missed out of stereotypical high school things for better mental health. Even as prom season and graduation went by, it was bitter sweet to see graduation photos of the faces I once were surrounded by. I never really expressed myself about this because I know no one would care, and not a lot of people would 100% understand my situation. But if I stuck it out with that school, wouldn’t be here typing this, or witness anything that’s happened these 3+ years. I know, morbid, but it’s true. Sad part? The only people who support me is my mom and stepdad. I have to lie about this part of myself, and honestly, it’s sucks. Though, I like to think I’ve really grown as a person. I’m proud of that.
I think I’m finally starting to understand what I want to do with my life. And hopefully a lot of that EVENTUALLY will be on @k_fox-. I’m already starting a book that’s mostly for practicing my writing, but I’d love if you’d check it out <3 I’m not sure where roleplaying will be in my life, but when I’m ready, I’ll be updating my roleplay rules. If anyone cares-
Anywho, this is really long- I’m sorry I disappeared. From roleplaying, interacting, friends, it’s just been… difficult. I never realized what a toll this has been on me. But, hey, we’re all human, taking one day at a time ❤️
✌︎︎ Kae ✌︎︎