Wow so um my boyfriend, who is my best friend just broke up with me and it hasn't even been a week and I seriously feel like he just dated me out of pity and that he didn't actually like me... I just really didn't want the stupid voice in the back of my head that kept on nagging saying this 'isn't going to last long.', 'He's just playing with your head.', 'watch I bet it's not going to even last one week.' To be wrong for once. I just really badly wanted this to work out because I've liked him for so long and just I don't know... Oh! Plus I found out today that his other best friend, Koda, hates me and we've never talked but, the reason he hates me is because he doesn't want David to date me he wants David to date Juilet, the other girl he likes... I get it, Jules is smart, and pretty, skinny, with bright smile and is really good at sports, really fun to be around, and has lots of friends and is really nice... and then there's me... the chubby, average, can be kind of aggressive, as my friends at my lunch table labeled me as 'The nerdy, socially awkward, bookworm'.. I'm nothing really special and I get that. So in a way I'm not really upset... but that other part of me is really hurt... I guess I'm just not supposed to have that stupid cliché book life where the two best friends fall each other and everything ends out fine..