Sydney

guys im alive

i miss being able to feel full happiness

whatsup besties i have a dickappointment this weekend, hot mf summer is almost starting!!!

nothing is enjoyable anymore, it's all just so boring and grey.

hey guys today i came to the realisation that i might be the toxic friend, im the one making the self-destructive choices which is the reason im losing my friends. ive lost two of my best friends for fucking with one of their ex's best friend. i lost one of my friendgroups because i called someone manipulative. the other friendgroup isnt really active since i broke up with my now ex. i dont know what to do anymore or how to fix it.

i stepped out of my toxic friendgroup recently and im so glad i did

my bf dry asf -_-

i have an appointment with the doctor about my mental health soon, gonna get this mf some therapy

cant even be alone with my bitch on valentine's day -_-
          
          im going to his house to see if he even pays me any attention :D <3

just cried really loudly :D
          
          i always cry in silence, lately ive just been breaking down completely