Em, I'm so sorry. I love you so much and I never meant to put through all of this hell. I've missed you like the moon misses the sun in the night sky. You're such an amazing girl and I'm so glad I met you. I think of you all the time, whether I'm listening to The 1975 (specifically Somebody Else, because we listened to the debut together and because I'm fearful you've replaced me), or just plain lonely. There have been so many moments where I longed to speak to you. I'm sorry for making you cry. I cried too, darling. I'm sorry for leaving, for being gone. I'm here now. Be here with me