It's okay, most upcoming authors think that (I did). And if you look at my Fanfiction.net account, you can tell I'm really unactive and lazy with updates. Writing is hard, man. It's an underappreciated art if you ask me, but it takes work to get there. So keep practicing and soon enough you'll find that other people want to write like you! [excuse my ramblings]
I've been writing this book, and I can't seem to dedicate myself to it as much as I want to cause I'm having major issues with reading other people's stories than working on my own