I just wanted to say how funny it is that the person i like is someone who I know I have no chances with because they like my friend. They talk about how much they love my friend all the time it hurts to be around them, but I still stick around. I care about my friend and I know even confessing my feelings would ruin everything and I would be even lonelier and hate the world even more than I do now. I know people would tell me to just suck it up and do what I want to do, but I'm scared of the consequences. I'm scared I'm gonna lose the few people I have left in this stupid game we call life. I know that I'm never gonna lose my true friends, but I fear losing them, Just because I've fallen heads over heels for some guy I know won't ever share my feelings. What's the point of love? cause for me it's caused nothing but paranoia.....