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seeing people takes on john walker on twitter, and on yelena and bob’s relationship and it’s already frustrating me a little bit. now, this film did make me realize that john walker isn’t THAT bad of a character, as he’s imperfect and complex, however, I do have an issue with people diminishing his actions in TFATWS as merely him ā€œkilling a terrorist,ā€ when in the show itself, the reason why him killing a surrendering man in broad daylight with eye witness is that he tarnished and ruined the captain america brand, making him now unworthy to wield the shield. what he did was something steve rogers would never do, and that was his downfall—his anger and thrive for revenge made him kill the wrong person. in front of eye witnesses. no longer a soldier the government can mold as their ideal hero. 
          	
          	yelena and bob is another issue too, because people are somehow treating their chemistry as romantic, when that wasn’t what I got from it at all. she’s clearly a character who is much more empathetic, still capable of holding any form of empathy despite what she has done and continued to do for val to feel something, find her purpose. when she’s meets bob, yelena is one of the only people who is willing to be there for bob, even though she herself was struggling—companionship is what both of those characters needed and sought out in each others, not love. yelena saw what bob was struggling with, because she was going through the same thing. if you haven’t seen thunderbolts, I highly recommend it. 

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@chaosmagicc the scene was beautiful done—the show holds a special place in my heart as a black person seeing someone like sam wilson take on the mantle, as he does in the comics. my dislike of john walker merely stem from how he essentially stole captain america from sam, even if he was given the shield and the title, he could’ve merely passed up the opportunity. in thunderbolts, he’s still insufferable as he was in TFATWS, but I remember that he’s a complex character, all of the characters in thunderbolts are—I did enjoy his characterization in the film, I’ll admit that, but his actions from TFATWS forever stains me from ever fully liking him, if that make sense?
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chaosmagicc

@kaibegins i will NEVER get over seeing that scene of john walker in tfatws unfortunately. it was so done so beautifully but it was SO cruel
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kaibegins

seeing people takes on john walker on twitter, and on yelena and bob’s relationship and it’s already frustrating me a little bit. now, this film did make me realize that john walker isn’t THAT bad of a character, as he’s imperfect and complex, however, I do have an issue with people diminishing his actions in TFATWS as merely him ā€œkilling a terrorist,ā€ when in the show itself, the reason why him killing a surrendering man in broad daylight with eye witness is that he tarnished and ruined the captain america brand, making him now unworthy to wield the shield. what he did was something steve rogers would never do, and that was his downfall—his anger and thrive for revenge made him kill the wrong person. in front of eye witnesses. no longer a soldier the government can mold as their ideal hero. 
          
          yelena and bob is another issue too, because people are somehow treating their chemistry as romantic, when that wasn’t what I got from it at all. she’s clearly a character who is much more empathetic, still capable of holding any form of empathy despite what she has done and continued to do for val to feel something, find her purpose. when she’s meets bob, yelena is one of the only people who is willing to be there for bob, even though she herself was struggling—companionship is what both of those characters needed and sought out in each others, not love. yelena saw what bob was struggling with, because she was going through the same thing. if you haven’t seen thunderbolts, I highly recommend it. 

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@chaosmagicc the scene was beautiful done—the show holds a special place in my heart as a black person seeing someone like sam wilson take on the mantle, as he does in the comics. my dislike of john walker merely stem from how he essentially stole captain america from sam, even if he was given the shield and the title, he could’ve merely passed up the opportunity. in thunderbolts, he’s still insufferable as he was in TFATWS, but I remember that he’s a complex character, all of the characters in thunderbolts are—I did enjoy his characterization in the film, I’ll admit that, but his actions from TFATWS forever stains me from ever fully liking him, if that make sense?
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chaosmagicc

@kaibegins i will NEVER get over seeing that scene of john walker in tfatws unfortunately. it was so done so beautifully but it was SO cruel
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kaibegins

saw something on wattpad that lowkey pissed me off—I may not know the full context, but to completely disregard someone’s rule because you didn’t like how a cover turned out, which didn’t even look bad, it looked amazing, and then not want to showcase it in your book at all is crazy. whatever negotiations you thought y’all had clearly was one sided. I swear, y’all disrespect designers on here, then play victim. 

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is anyone elses wattpad like not allowing them to continue scrolling on certain stories or is that just me?

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@Nyra_writesxr | like everytime I scroll, my screen suddenly freezes 
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@kaibegins | no it’s me as well sadly 
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kaibegins

sorry for unpublishing and republishing my stories—I’m extremely indecisive and currently still planning everything out, but they’ll be back soon enough. I’ll release the stories in an order I like to call, the release date order, essentially how marvel release their films and sometimes they’re not in timeline order. the first fic I’ll be publishing is don’t worry darling, which takes place prior to the events of Iron Man, but would hypothetically be release a year later. how my brain works is that I pretend that my fics are legit films / tv shows apart of the franchise. I’m so excited to get started writing it, and will have the first chapter out hopefully by early april. 

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does anyone know how to make gifs / edit them to be the same size? 

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@runlikeh3ll i used it back in the day, but I hated how it would destroy the quality. I don’t know, I haven’t used it in forever so I might try againZ
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runlikeh3ll

@kaibegins yes! u can use ezgif to resize them
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deadass once I unfollowed that one person when some information got brought to my attention, I immediately got blocked…hmm, yeah, it frustrates me that they didn’t even bother wondering why—it’s disappointing to see them still have readers considering their ignorance. 

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@eternityei YES! I’d unfollowed them and removed them from my graphic shop, and then checked their profile via old notifications, boom, account gone…honestly they were so quick with it :/ embarrassing indeed
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eternityei

IF ITS WHO I THINK IT IS SHE BLOCKED ME TOO JUST NOW 
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eternityei

is this who i think it is… cause if so… embarrassing to block
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kaibegins

i’m becoming paranoid (or have been paranoid since someone used my graphics without permission before), but idk if I should delete & reupload my graphics or if I upload new ones, just make it impossible to steal, because I’m extremely lazy and I deleted a majority of my graphics to save storage. so, I might have to download them again and reupload 

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@eternityei I’ve decided to private my board, I don’t know if that’ll do anything, and make a new one with the my graphics as previews—it’s so annoying that not even slapping our names on our stuff will save it from theft. 
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eternityei

honestly bae, definitely do it. i’ve smashed out putting all my graphics in a protective preview on pinterest and it’s better safe than sorry. the stealing happening at the moment is insane
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