@Chandler_0845 #StayStrongGrace #LoveYouGrace Haven't ever been there. EVER. But, I know it's a dark place. I mean I have thought about it, but not ever actually thought of doing it. Sorry, you have to go through this. I don't have much to say other than suicide isn't the best option. Trust me when I say this if you think suicide is gonna end it all, the suffering the pain, just know it's not. Everything's worse when you're dead because you're all alone far away from the people who love you and the people you love, those you didn't realise you loved before included. Maybe you believe in God as I do. Maybe you don't. But I also want to use this chance to show you a light that can never dim. I promise you, that once you let this light envelop you and take over your life, such ghastly thoughts would not ever make their way into your life anymore. I'm a proudly born Christian and I don't care what anyone has to say about it, not about me though, it's about you. I don't know many religions. If you're Muslim, Allah is there. If you're Sikh, Waheguru is there. Whatever God you serve is there. And if you don't believe in anything, I'm not one to judge because there is no tangible proof of divinity but I know that God will make a way if you let him. You're special, you're loved and I'm aware these messages annoy you, sorry bout that but, please respond so I know you've seen this. Also, love yourself and accept pain so you grow. I'll send some love messages your way every once in a while, okay? Tell me if you don't want those. I love you and I hope you get better. I'd love to talk to you. I'm told I'm a pretty good counsellor and advisor and I'll be so happy to help you if you want me to. We have only good intentions for you.