kaitlynmcmonagle
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Everyday actually every second I'm being judged and I'm so done with everything I want to go bad to old waysbut I don't and there is so much drama I think what did I ever do and I feel like everything went wrong in my life and every time someone try's to help they get into it and it's just terrible and when I tried to talk to my "friends" they agreed with the bitch and I'm so done and I wish I was everybody thinks I'm fine bc I say it but I don't mean it's I want to say no I'm not I'm tired of bs, school,family, boys and martial arts and now everyone is blaming the problem on me and I want to shoot myself and I'm so done with everything I'm actually DONE and I truly just want to DIE and I can't help but tell myself I'm worth less no good and terrible and I just feel like it's always my fault and no one knows everything about me but I for some dumb reason thought I had friends but to be honest they were all FAKE!!and I'm done with everyone...you may be thinking am I suicidal and my answer is I don't even know anymore.