Kai

My life is so complicated rn
          
          Surprisingly I confessed my feelings to someone super important to me, went actually decent considering the way things are. Not going into detail for personal reasons.
          
          Anyways my old crush keeps blowing kisses at me like wtf

I've had the realization that I'm the ugliest person on Earth ;-;

Just remembered a previous crush I had thanks to her telling me her and her partner broke up. 
          
          Feelings are returning. Whyyyy

Yall chill with reporting me about my mental health ;-;
          
          Wattpad has messaged me everyday since Monday ;-;
          Thanks for the concern but I'm fine

@MaryODonnellWrites Thanks, love you too Mary <3

I'm writing a book. I suppose I'm better because my boy bsf, Jordan made me feel better. So yeah. I'm somewhat okay. No one owes me anything or whatever. Because for some reason a lot of ppl think that ;-;

tw: suicidal, self harm, bullying
          
          ok i swear im so fucking sick of my life rn. I just wanna die so much. No one on this dumbass planet gives a singular shit about me.
          
          i just finished crying because my friend yelled at me. her and her bf broke up so i understand but im going through shit to jenna. and i cant tell anyone this bullshit because they'll all think im fucking joking. im so sick of this
          
          there are ppl who agree with me that everyone's life will be sm better. i know a few ppl will be sad. jordan, mary, amazing, camden, spaced. maybe more but im not fucking sure
          
          and then my mom took my fucking phone when the only person i talk to on it is the only one who makes me feel decent (there are others but i have too much social anxiety to ask for their number)
          
          why cant i just keep cutting and burning-
          
          its hurts the ppl i love, sure but they dont always have to know. i hate hurting them. im hurting them by typing this out but i need to get this out. my hands have to be busy...

Hii ty for the follow!

I used to wonder why people didn't want shit to do with me. Now I know. I'm too fucked up to deal with.

tw: suicidal, self harm
          
          I swear, my life sucks. Everyone I know never fucking believes me when I say I'm suicidal. They fucking agree like it's so goddamn trend. 
          
          I hate this I hate my life. No one ever takes me seriously when I say I self harm. I need help. I know I do. But my parents are at each other's throat so much they don't pay any motherfucking attention to me.
          
          I know everyone's life will be so much better if I was just gone. Away, out of their lives. The person I loved the most already committed so why don't I do the fucking same.