So ah... things aren't that great rn. I just learned that apparently my best friends mother hates me and the reasons why are things I can't change about myself. It doesn't help that they've been especially distant. Long story short, I can't seem to get happy and my parents are adding extra stress on me because my grades are slipping for obvious reasons. Plus my anxiety has just been skyrocketing the older I get. What I'm getting at is if i drop off the face of the earth don't be surprised.