This is something that means an absolute ton to me, so read if you want..
I've recently started Wicca, a Pagan religion based on magick and I've done 4 spells including 1 to get my ex out of my dreams, a black magickal spell to make someone sick, one to keep my close friend safe, and a wish spell to see my someone again. I haven't dreamed of my ex yelling that she never loved me or anything since I did the spell (I won't put her name because even if she hates me, I respect her privacy), my close friend Alexander is living, breathing, and seems happy, the black magick spell made that person sick this morning through a chain, and my absolute favoriteee.. I got to see her again!! The wish spell required I worked toward it for the gods and goddesses to accept the request, but I thought about them every morning and what I wanted to say, I imagined simply hugging her and holding her hand. (It's not my ex, I've happily moved on after some time and she moved on pretty damn fast) Anyways, so I don't start anything about that I'ma move on.. But her friend gave me a Facebook, I messaged them, and speak of the devils.. It was her. I couldn't think of anything to say so I just smiled and hid under a blanket. There's the background..
Here's what I'm trying to say;
I started poetry to impress a girl, and I clicked with it. After my breakup, I couldn't seem to find a reason or subject to write about but now I have one again.. Look, I didn't write this to trigger or target anyone, I wanted to say I'll be writing a lot more again. I'm tired of living with the voices and flashbacks haunting me along with my dreams, so I've decided to just start from scratch. This message will be the marking of the last time I'm gonna be stuck in all these lies and my past. I'm done with all of this, I'm done living as a shell of myself. "Rise up, when you're living on your knees you rise up, tell your brother that he's gotta rise up, tell your sister that she's gotta rise up."
-Kali
P.s. Sorry..