@kalistakay123 I cry about a lot of things. But my soul has never been so vulnerable when thinking about hiatus x hiatus. That stuff will forever hold a place in my heart that makes me want to drown myself in the closest substance, whether it be air, water, or a solid. I don't think you can feel anything as emotionally painful as the feeling when you finish it. I felt like my entire soul was being ripped from my body in front of my very eyes, no joke. I could see my body being separated from my life energy faster than I could remember the properties of bungee gum. It was an experience I wish to never have again yet I will continue to force myself to experience just from the utter insanity I felt. It was trippy.