kalistawriteslol

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Hi guys, I know I’ve been super offline but I’ve just been busy and stressed out. I got two jobs on top of school and no one did that to me but myself sighhh, I just need money ngl, also a bit depressed that I’m 07 but a junior instead of graduating 2025, I’ve just recently met a lot of seniors that were younger than me and their parents were able to be like “put my kid in the right grade.” My mom wasn’t even a citizen yet so she wasn’t going to argue with them telling her I was born after the school year so I have to start school at 5. I just wish I took the opportunity to graduate early but I didn’t cus my stupid 15yr old self was enjoying high school to a point, now at 17 almost eighteen I’m so tired. I just want to be free of high school and move on to college and get a dorm and be free of my family for a bit. The “it’s so close yet so far,” shit is killing me. I want to be able to experience shit I haven’t been able to because of my parents and my life is so boring it’s draining me. I just sleep, play games and write but don’t post. I’m super sorry yall. I’m gonna try to get better.  Thanks 

glitterrebook

I relate to this ❤️ where is your mom from?
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lockedoutmyrealact

Just finished lioness 10\10 I cried like 5 times at the end(s) but I think a book about Cali would be so good with the whole stars obsession an him being lol crazy

kalistawriteslol

@lockedoutmyrealact I was thinking about that lol, I mightt
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kalistawriteslol

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Hi guys, I know I’ve been super offline but I’ve just been busy and stressed out. I got two jobs on top of school and no one did that to me but myself sighhh, I just need money ngl, also a bit depressed that I’m 07 but a junior instead of graduating 2025, I’ve just recently met a lot of seniors that were younger than me and their parents were able to be like “put my kid in the right grade.” My mom wasn’t even a citizen yet so she wasn’t going to argue with them telling her I was born after the school year so I have to start school at 5. I just wish I took the opportunity to graduate early but I didn’t cus my stupid 15yr old self was enjoying high school to a point, now at 17 almost eighteen I’m so tired. I just want to be free of high school and move on to college and get a dorm and be free of my family for a bit. The “it’s so close yet so far,” shit is killing me. I want to be able to experience shit I haven’t been able to because of my parents and my life is so boring it’s draining me. I just sleep, play games and write but don’t post. I’m super sorry yall. I’m gonna try to get better.  Thanks 

glitterrebook

I relate to this ❤️ where is your mom from?
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kalistawriteslol

I know i keep saying this, but after work, I’m gonna work on putting in denial out on here again.  I notice how even tho my older stories are terrible, people still enjoy reading them. (Wattpad removed it smh. )
          
          Also, new stories are coming soon! You can always read ahead on new stories on my Patreon but just know I’m not leaving yall hanging. ❤️ 

kalistawriteslol

Hey guys, to the people who want Arranged to him on Amazon, I will put it there, just understand that I have been hesitant because it is so controversial, but again, I love yall, so I’ll put it there. ❤️ 

kalistawriteslol

@kairaaa1 tysm for being one of my biggest supporters!!
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kairaaa1

ahhh, i am people. i can’t believe it. arranged to him was one of my first books on wattpad i ever read. i’m slowly building a collection of your books and i can’t wait for it to grow ❤️❤️❣️xx
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makinzeyryan8

When will arranged to him be available on paper back im trying to buy it on Amazon . Please let me know I love the book so much 

kalistawriteslol

@makinzeyryan8 hi, it should be up in 24-72hrs 
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kalistawriteslol

I’ll reupload it as soon as possible 
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Duh_itsNaee

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After reading all this, I definitely understand your perspective. I did not know you were 12 years old writing all that stuff. Lol, I would say my suggestion could be to archive your stories and take them down and then rewrite them when you're a little bit older if that is something you wanna do. You said you're only 17 so you're still pretty young I am newly 20 and I remember as a 17-year-old I thought | was mature enough to handle certain topics and there was even a part of me that thought I knew everything. But now looking back as a 20-year-old I can say I didn't know shit lol only suggested for you to archive the stories because I feel like your stories have really great potential and I think that an older version of yourself could execute your ideas a lot better than 12 year-old you could and even 17 year old you. But much love,  you’re talented and have so much potential 

kalistawriteslol

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Arranged to him, Julius and Julia, A’roya, and A’raya are books I wrote when I was young and not meant to be taken seriously. That is why the characters are questionable and make dumb decisions or sometimes things are false, cus I was young and dumb and I didn’t know how things worked. Please read the story as I intended it to go and not create an entirely different and incorrect narrative even though MC were wrong, THERE'S a reason why they’re still doing what they’re doing. 
          For years, IVE tried to tell people Xami’s insane, she's not who you think she is, but because of my stupid toxic writing back then most people do not read very far and they don’t get to Julius and Julia to see the full extent and that is my fault entirely. 
          
          So this is me, the author telling you. Bellamy is wrong. Bentley is wrong. Winola is wrong. Nikolai’s toxic in the beginning. And Xami is an insane obsessive villain. They didn’t tell Xami shit because when they do, she becomes insane like in chapter 14 where she attacks pregnant winola (Ngl I forgot what they told her, I don’t read arranged to him because it’s one of my most disappointing works.) she and her brother are antagonists along with Liam and the Mexican mafia leader (forgot his name) 
          
          Even in my recent stories like Lioness and Targeted the MCs do stupid things that make you go like “why?” 
          
          Like in lioness, Nas let her anger and impulsivity take over over and over again. Ruslan was too stubborn and in his feelings about his children being afraid of him to tell Nas that he knew it wasn’t her fault but all his in chapters 25-32. And Nas thought it was her fault because she’s trained her whole life to be an assassin so much so that she cowers when it comes to sex because she’s only known one thing and that is to be like the men in her fathers mafia, but when it came time to kill, fight, and/or investigate, she ran. (1/3)
          
          

kalistawriteslol

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In Targeted, Kasia is meant to be a woman of low self worth who doesn’t like confrontation/hurting people. Even tho she does hurt Silver she tried to appease both him and Brady and that’s why it took so long for Brady to leave the scene. Silver was frustrating, I get it, but he’s been traumatized so severely by his own mother, that even tho he loves his daughter he doesn’t tell her because he is scared of the same words his mom gave to him and then traumatized him and whenever he’s angry he pushes people away, and that’s why even tho he says hurtful shit to Kasia in chapter 8 he spend the rest of I think chapters 9-19 trying to get her back with how he knows. 
            
            Analia is ten, and tho she speaks like she knows what sex is she doesn’t. All she knows is that adults go into a room and scream and make noise and then get knocked out. 
            
            She’s the first child in the Moretti family. She’s meant to represent the mistakes the brothers and Silver made while raising and meant to represent the turning point of how Silver becomes a real father to her and Kasia a mother to her. 
            She acts older than she is sometimes because she has to deal with traumatized adult men, especially her father. But again shes still a child and she doesn’t know as much as she thinks she does.  (2/3)
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kalistawriteslol

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I have explained myself. At the end of the day, I’m seventeen and I realize my mistakes.
            
             I wrote some of these books as a terrible 12 yr old and I had stupid stupid opinions and I correct some of them and leave some so y’all know this ain’t a sane adult that’s supposed to know that doctors don’t tell patients families that they’re pregnant and have lost the child and actually just tell the patient. 
            
            I’m still learning and sometimes I make mistakes like in Between the stars and earth, white guy lazarus tells black alien girl Nelsa that her hair is unrealistic for her skin color and my dumb ass wrote this because I wasn’t thinking in the sense of this could be offensive. But I changed it after having my friend read it and be like, girl, no. 
            
            I’m not perfect but if there is a mistake and you feel offended feel free to DM and I’ll make corrections. 
            
            Thank you. (3/3)
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