kamilasobieska

You know, life has changed so much. I'm living in my own apartment now with the love of my life... And I'm free to do whatever I want whenever I want. It's freeing and it's so amazing!
          	
          	Although, now that I've been living away from my parents I kinda miss them more than I used to. But I guess that's just normal.
          	
          	Moving out has literally been the best decision of my life! Now I just need to get my driving license!! ❤️

kamilasobieska

You know, life has changed so much. I'm living in my own apartment now with the love of my life... And I'm free to do whatever I want whenever I want. It's freeing and it's so amazing!
          
          Although, now that I've been living away from my parents I kinda miss them more than I used to. But I guess that's just normal.
          
          Moving out has literally been the best decision of my life! Now I just need to get my driving license!! ❤️

kamilasobieska

All the agony inside of me. Nobody seems to understand what I'm going through. My dad doesn't understand my life, my hobbies and my passion. He always compares his life to mine when its truly not fair. I am a teenager, my passion is computer work , Photoshop , video editing and blogging. Writing stories and reading books is what I enjoy too. He doesn't understand why I sit in my room all day and never go out. He simply doesn't understand. Would you like to go out your door and then get bombarded with all negatives on how you look, what you do and how you act and dress? This is what happens every morning and all day. My only remedy is creativity, fictional characters and music. Expressing myself is what I love to do but my parents don't understand that I'm a teenager. I will get up late, I am lazy and I will be rebellious, but the phase will pass. They don't understand what it's like to be someone with low confidence , being broken and unable to communicate freely and carelessly with strangers without trust issues and without over thinking every single damn thing.
          He even told me he would take away any contact with my friends if I got up at least a minute late. he ought to understand that I am not a machine, I do have feeling and its not the 80's anymore. The world is literally destroying itself. There is hatred and war and my relationship with my friends is seeming to fall apart. I feel nothing....emptiness. No happiness and no Sorrow. I just sit there destroyed hoping to get the best of grades.  But how can I truly be free if I don't get the freedom to be myself and be accepted. What kind of life is this?