𝑚𝑜𝑜𝑛𝑧𝑖𝑛𝑙𝑦

♪ I've been nothing but an empty heart, looking for a place to make me feel secure ♪

and when the stars align, something magic happens that's divine ♪

best thing that ever happened in my life: Eccentric Party Night!! MV by Gokijin, my beloved Oddballs, was released on my 18th birthday

found myself reinstalling Wattpad just to reread HIH again after like, 3-4 years? I came across the book in the NBS the other day and screamed so hard internally because surpringly, my love for the story still remained intact inside my heart after all these miserable years. I thought I had forgotten about how that book somehow saved me when I was younger. ah, I miss collecting all the copies, and even reprints of the book back in the days.  I was a die-hard fan of the author and bought almost all of her works with my own saved up money ASDFGHJKL

“Tell her that you love her. Praise her; say that she’s deserving of any and every jewel. Just as we always do to you. Say that she’s wonderful and irreplaceable. Tell that to her — and to yourself, as well!”

《Repsevaivulp Sunos》

If you're going to make me the villain
          It's ok to ignore me
          If it's endurance, I'm used to it. It's just having another taste of it

I don't want tomorrow to come, I want to forget yesterday
          I was miserable, someone please help me

how am i doing? mahoyaku. 

nothing but pain today as well