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kaonoe
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Hey twin.
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If you’re alive I hope you remember me like I do to you
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Noe
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Hey noe.... Im not sure if ull ever read this but I miss u friend.... Even over a year later Im still here missing u friend.... Come back soon pls.... Its getting pretty lonely uk?
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I’ll write to you from time to time Noe. Maybe I’ll do another big spam or just keep it simple.
Just for you I’m playing Teen Suicide A LOT RN . I haven’t listened to them in so long because when I listen to them now I get super sad and nostalgic. Wanna know something funny? They changed their name! Instead of teen suicide it’s now “American pleasure club” although they don’t make music anymore. Sad huh?
Now I changed to Fox Academy. Listening to fox academy is always good for the fall huh? Such fall vibes. “Lavender Blood” is playing.
Falls here. And I think I’m feeling nostalgic more than ever.
x k
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I remember the name of the book!
It was “zephyr” yeyeyeyeyeye ill make the same book I have all the chapters saved on my notes from so long like “yellow” , “love again” , “strawberries” , “surrounding” , “who you love” and “angel”
Maybe I’ll start writing again and pick up my camera. I got a new one like last year because I got hired to be a photographer at prom got paid very well and had loads of fun. Went to prom this year and it was great! Wasn’t the photographer tho haha.
I’ll pull up my old journals (remember Killian my journal?! I still have him! It’s all filled up omg) and write and take pictures again.
I’ll feel like myself again.
Love you Noe.
x k
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Also sorry to kill the mood but presto my glow fish died but I still have tipsy <3
Forgot to add this haha.
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“No, the moon” by teen suicide is playing and that song gives lots of memories on here. I finally learned how to play it on the piano! Remember when I kept on saying I would but never did. I was gonna post a video of me on YouTube just to post it on here but when I learned it it was too late. I left zounderkite .
Maybe I’ll make the video and play it.
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Now “Salvia Plath” is playing by teen suicide and we all know how hard that song went XD especially when people were like “tftftt”
I posted it with a photo and people really wanted strawberries and it blew up XD
I remember soooo much !! Remember my other book? And a chapter was titled “yellow” I still have it saved in my notes...
I remember you hyped me up so much no matter how bad my writing was.
I don’t write anymore.
Remember my job as a photographer?
I stopped touching my cameras.
Sad huh..? Yeah.
Maybe I’ll start up that book again. My first chapter will be “yellow”
I’ll tag you so much so when I’m back on zounderkite and post yellow you’ll know it’s me!!
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Not sure where I’m going with this Noe,,, I guess I miss too much it would be nice to chat again. I met a few good people now. But with being inactive and missing others I wouldn’t say they are better. Mostly because they didn’t know me back then or don’t have the same spirit.
Gosh it was such a party life! Everything was awesome!
I’ve moved on as well. Ya know , from Jamie. Remember how we dated and all and you were like that fan girl ? Haha yeah I remember. Met another guy who I think I’m very scared to admit but I have real feelings for. Very very VERY scary. It feels very natural and since I say real feelings it wasn’t like Jamie and I. I know you’d be like pushing me and making me share my feelings I was always that one “emotionless” guy everyone thought but all I did was smile and laugh like mad.
You’d tell me to go for it and so what if I show emotion?
Ugh I just miss you nothing is making sense what I’m writing I knowwww