I'm not into reading, I'm after the lessons, the experience, the fantasy and the happiness I don't have in reality. It was my way of escaping from all that's making me depressed. It builds walls around me to temporarily isolate from everything. It creates a firewall to protect me from the cruelty of life and the harshness of reality. It made me blind and deaf which helped me runaway from my problems. And for so long, it has been my guardian and my helper. It became my adviser and listener. It became a friend to me.