karenstfu

i'm gonna post this here as i have only 2 followers....
          	
          	I just hate my life more and more. I don't know why am i so sad...it's just irritating. My brain hurts so much that I'm ready to burst out at any moment. I want to distract myself, but it isn't helping. I'm such a pathetic bitch, I can't even live without getting frustrated. Nothing is wrong with me, but at the same time everything is shattered. I want to laugh alot, smile alot...genuinely. Why can't I make friends? why do I stutter every sentence. i am a disappointment to my mom, my family.
          	
          	I just wanna cry...and nothing more.

karenstfu

@junnieslove
          	  
          	  Hey stranger,
          	  
          	  Thank you so much for all the kind words, seriously Thank you So much. You're right, no one's perfect. I've been trying too hard to be the star, forgetting about the imperfections of the world. These are hard times, atleast for me. all those stuff going around and my mind trapped inside a cage. 
          	  
          	  Thank you again, and i hope you are happy too.
          	  
          	  ♡
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junnieslvr

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@karenstfu It's okay to feel like this, it's okay to not be happy all the time. You aren't pathetic or a disappointment, we're not built to be perfect and what not. I know how you feel,,  as if you're just trapped in a box with so many expectations for yourself but every day you feel like you move further and further away from them. You wanna be happy and make friends, but you have no motivation / effort to do so. And, you know, same? I wanna make lots of friends and be around happy and energetic people, but something stops me every time,, is it the feeling of them not liking me? them being disappointed in the way i am? I don't know, but i never step outside my own box and socialize. So, i get you . I know what it's like feeling as if everyone's ashamed of you, as if everyone expects more from you . But, all we can do is live on, wake up day after day, even if we feel even lower the next day. We HAVE to keep ourselves moving, we have to live out our lives and experience. Because we will, even if this is how we are now, life will go on, life will eventually get better and hopefully one day we get to say  i'm glad i tried and never gave up, and i'm glad i got past all my dark days."  You should be proud of yourself for not giving up already. Try your best, even if you feel like it's getting you nowhere. We all have a life to live. fuck knows we could even be the light to someone else's life one day. We should look forward to the future, and try our very best. 
          	  
          	  & cry all you want, let it all out, and then get through the next day and the day after that and so on. 
          	  
          	  I hope your days get better and you start to feel a little happier every now and then. But don't push yourself to do that, let it come naturally. I don't know what you're going through at all, but I'm sure you'll be fine. 
          	  
          	  -from a literal stranger 
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ScarlettBlackDaisy

Just noticed you've given my story a chance. So I'm dropping by to let you know that I truly appreciate it and hope you'll find my work worth-it. Feedback and comments are more than welcome. Once again, thank you so much for making my day better <3 

ScarlettBlackDaisy

Oh, I read all of it and smiled throughout. Thank you so much for your kind words and appreciation. They really mean more than you know. (: <3 
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karenstfu

@ScarlettBlackDaisy hey, i also want to let you know that i love haley so much. i aspire to be like her, in a way. and xavier's a cutie. I have also read Curing Kyle before it became a paid story. It was a roller coaster of emotions. Oh well, seeing shane gray was awesome as hell and knowing xavier is one of my favourite reads. I'm on my way to read mending ryan falls and I know I'll fall in love with your writing again. thank you for your stories, really. i always hated tropes when male leads have a dark past and it's just they were in a gang or smth. don't get me wrong, there is nothing bad with it. if people enjoy such tropes, it's okay i guess. but honestly, it is kind of repeated, hence i find it uninteresting. but every one of your male leads are so relatable, and their 'dark past' is something we might also experience. they are all troubled people, and that's it. And I loved Anna's character from curing kyle. she's so real and flawed which makes her more relatable. but haley will be my favourite, and I believe we all should be like her. after all, life is short. 
            
            you don't have to read this paragraph, but just know I love your books and I really learned great things from them. You are a great author and I will be so happy to buy a paperback if your ever publish your books. Have a great day/night!
            
            
            
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karenstfu

i'm gonna post this here as i have only 2 followers....
          
          I just hate my life more and more. I don't know why am i so sad...it's just irritating. My brain hurts so much that I'm ready to burst out at any moment. I want to distract myself, but it isn't helping. I'm such a pathetic bitch, I can't even live without getting frustrated. Nothing is wrong with me, but at the same time everything is shattered. I want to laugh alot, smile alot...genuinely. Why can't I make friends? why do I stutter every sentence. i am a disappointment to my mom, my family.
          
          I just wanna cry...and nothing more.

karenstfu

@junnieslove
            
            Hey stranger,
            
            Thank you so much for all the kind words, seriously Thank you So much. You're right, no one's perfect. I've been trying too hard to be the star, forgetting about the imperfections of the world. These are hard times, atleast for me. all those stuff going around and my mind trapped inside a cage. 
            
            Thank you again, and i hope you are happy too.
            
            ♡
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junnieslvr

this message may be offensive
@karenstfu It's okay to feel like this, it's okay to not be happy all the time. You aren't pathetic or a disappointment, we're not built to be perfect and what not. I know how you feel,,  as if you're just trapped in a box with so many expectations for yourself but every day you feel like you move further and further away from them. You wanna be happy and make friends, but you have no motivation / effort to do so. And, you know, same? I wanna make lots of friends and be around happy and energetic people, but something stops me every time,, is it the feeling of them not liking me? them being disappointed in the way i am? I don't know, but i never step outside my own box and socialize. So, i get you . I know what it's like feeling as if everyone's ashamed of you, as if everyone expects more from you . But, all we can do is live on, wake up day after day, even if we feel even lower the next day. We HAVE to keep ourselves moving, we have to live out our lives and experience. Because we will, even if this is how we are now, life will go on, life will eventually get better and hopefully one day we get to say  i'm glad i tried and never gave up, and i'm glad i got past all my dark days."  You should be proud of yourself for not giving up already. Try your best, even if you feel like it's getting you nowhere. We all have a life to live. fuck knows we could even be the light to someone else's life one day. We should look forward to the future, and try our very best. 
            
            & cry all you want, let it all out, and then get through the next day and the day after that and so on. 
            
            I hope your days get better and you start to feel a little happier every now and then. But don't push yourself to do that, let it come naturally. I don't know what you're going through at all, but I'm sure you'll be fine. 
            
            -from a literal stranger 
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lilbeckywrites

ScarlettBlackDaisy

Just noticed you've given my story a chance. So I'm dropping by to let you know that I truly appreciate it and hope you'll find my work worth-it. Feedback and comments are more than welcome. Once again, thank you so much for making my day better <3 

karenstfu

@ScarlettBlackDaisy you deserve everything  <33333
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noFOOKINidea

Hi.
          I hope you're accepting reading requests. I've started a new story "an anatomy of a wounded soul". It is a thrill/mystery teen fiction. 
          
          https://my.w.tt/MosMBd8jW5
          
          I hope you take a chance to read the story. 
          
          Please do and leave feedbacks. 
          
          Thank you.
          Aditi.
          ❤
          
          
          

karenstfu

@noFOOKINidea I'll check it for sure
             ╰(^3^)╯
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