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ugh yelling is hard. okay. I'm not gonna pretend I understand whatever you're going through , because I probably don't, but imma tell you a story.
once in third grade I liked this boy who was my best friend at the time and we always sat together on the swings at recess but the swings were at the back of the playground so we would skip there holding hands and well, we were adorable.
but then, being the unnecessarily outgoing person that I am, I told him I liked him to his face and it was super awkward because then he goes "I know" and I was like WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT MEAN DO YOU LIKE ME AM I A MORON FOR TELLING YOU IDK MAN IDK! so then I sat there for a really long time in an awkward silence and then he never talked to me again for like five years and then he moved away so that was sad yeah okay enjoy that I'm so sad oml I feel you bro awww I miss my best friend do you live in va we can hug it out man BUT I STILL DON'T KNOW IF HE LIKED ME THEN SHOULD I ASK IDK AHHHHH