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Rewatching TLOU always makes me think, "WRITE THE FANFIC YOU COWARD."

Me: I want to write. I NEED to write.
          My brain: How about you just stare judgmentally at what you’ve written instead?

Fellow trans US-ians, I know everything is shit right now, but I just want to remind you that your validity is NOT dictated by an executive order. Trans people exist, we have always existed, and we're not going anywhere, no matter what the Cheeto Czar or anyone in our government says.

I'm still going to think about it, but last night does seem to have just been a bad night for me. Turns out I really needed a hug from my girlfriend. I think I'm gonna try to shift gears a bit and see how writing for TLOU goes (along with my Wicked fic). Maybe I'll find some inspiration there. RIP to the 2 people who immediately unfollowed me though. :')

These thoughts may be coming from the horrible depressive episode I'm sinking into, but I'm honestly considering putting this account behind me. I've been on Wattpad for 10 years now and I think I've reached a phase in life where it no longer fits me. I don't think I'll ever fully give up on writing (my BG3 one-shot series will appear one day on Tumblr and AO3), but it doesn't bring the same joy and light it used to. Maybe it's time that I found a new... well, me. Either way, I'll keep up with y'all's story updates and pop in on my message board every now and then! I'll just probably be easier to find on Tumblr. I haven't 100% decided yet though.

Holy shit, y'all, I believed the allegations against Neil Gaiman from the start, but he's an absolute fucking MONSTER. As a sexual assault survivor, I had difficulty getting through this article, so don't read it if it might bring you harm: https://archive.ph/lgX09?

Ughhh, I feel like I never have inspiration for anything anymore! I have a ton of ideas, but trying to put any of them into words just feels impossible. I’m trying to work on my Wicked fic and can barely seem to come up with a sentence per day. I’m holding onto it for now, but maybe I need to try something else. It makes me wanna SCREAM.

I’M HAVING MY HYSTERECTOMY ON VALENTINE’S DAY, WHOOP WHOOP ❤️

TLOU Season 2 coming out in April at least gives me time to finish the second game and emotionally prepare, but also AHHH, I CAN’T WAIT THAT LONG! </3

New theme featuring the beautiful Jessie Mei Li, AKA my Isolde Tigelaar! ❤️