@spag0gy__ Hey, i am really sorry cause its hurting, but its ok not to be ok :)
its going to be better promise ! Its ok to love someone but how selfyeet said dont forget yourself ! Stay healthly try to do something that makes you happy ! Maybe you could tlak with them, it may be scaring af at first but it will be better after you had a conversation . And if your not ready to talk thats ok :))
BUt make sure to let the things out talk to someone it doesnt matter who it is just someone ! You deserve love. <3 And no your not wasting time from other, you are not a burden ! We love you and I am sure they are sooo many persons who are caring and loving yo !! So pls talk to someone, let your feelings out and stay healthly !
We love you, and your not alone .
Everythig is gonna be fine . <33