Hey, I see that you won't be writing anymore...... it's kind of sad that we're gonna miss your updates, but tell you what.... in life, there will always be someone who'll put you down, someone who will not appreciate your efforts, someone who'll cast you out, someone who will use you, and especially someone who will think of you as not enough. I know what you feel, I've been on the same shoes before but fortunately I didn't caught any mental issues, .... and do you want to know how I dealt with it? I go to somewhere private, somewhere where nature is present, and there I'll find a place were I'll be alone, laying down looking at the sky and the trees, hear the birds chirping or the ocean waves, then after that I'll cry.... I'll cry my heart out then I'll pray... you know I'm not that religious but I can tell you that prayer really is effective.... the key there is you just tell God everything, your problems, the reason why your crying, those stuff. I know that feeling of someone who don't appreciate or understand what your feeling,... it's painful and unfair because you help those who need in help.... but then when the time you needed it most know one even bothers to help you or merely ask if your ok,..... but you know what i also learned? That even though how mean, how insensitive those people are,...you have to understand... that's the only thing you can do, and trust me it will benefit the both of you, because you know we all have our different stories, different tragedy, you never know that those people who act mean to you? Maybe they're also suffering, maybe family issues, health problems, financial problems, we don't know.... even though how painful it is, understand because everything has its own story, everything has its cause. And that would be the most wises and mature way to handle problems I hope you'll be enlighten.
