okay so uhm my 2 best friends are very close to me and I sorta have a crush on them both..a few days ago I told them and they brushed it off and they started dating. they're not toxic at all, they're actually very good people, but I can't get over the fact they knew I had a crush on them both and just started confessing their feelings to each other right infront of my face. My heart shattered. I lost all hope in finding someone that would make me happy at that very moment.
this isn't important, just a small vent