@kat_girl life is remarkably tough. And I'm proud of you to be able to even concur one of your deadlines daily. I understand where you're coming from. I hope you get chances to write often, but I also wish you all the best for all of your jobs. I'm telling you from personal experiences that if you have time to take a break or a small rest do it. Cause it is better to have a Sunday than have a ill week. I'm also head over heals for deep end and yours, and I know you have great potential. I trust you that you'll do hit all the deadlines you've made to empower yourself and made discipline. It will take you really high and forward in life. And it's ok if a chapter is shitty, but what matters is if you like tgat chapter or not. Enjoy writing don't take it as a work, a headache. Let writing be your healing and leisure from all your jobs. Some people are never patient but some always are. So don't you worry, your already found both types but I assure you no matter how much time you take I'm with you, we're all with you. Forever and always. Love you