kat_writesss

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I logged on to the app today with the intention of trying to continue Sculptor, but I couldn’t get any words out. I’ve done hardly any school work in this past week and I wanted to do something that felt even slightly productive but it’s like my brain is blocked. So, this feels like the next best thing. This week, someone I knew well took his own life at seventeen years old and it’s fucking scary. To know how soon his life was ended. It feels like I have a million and one responsibilities that I have no right to complain about because at least I’m alive. That’s a privilege I never even thought about. Life isn’t something we should ever take for granted. Mental health is one of the most important things that we need to talk about, in particular men’s mental health but also everyone’s mental health. There’s a fine line between life and death and no one should ever have to feel like crossing that line. I’m sorry that I haven’t written much and I’m sure half of you don’t even care but I felt like I needed to get this off my chest. If you’re struggling with your mental health, please reach out to someone. Anyone at all, because life is always worth living. I’m sorry that he couldn’t see that. 

kat_writesss

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I logged on to the app today with the intention of trying to continue Sculptor, but I couldn’t get any words out. I’ve done hardly any school work in this past week and I wanted to do something that felt even slightly productive but it’s like my brain is blocked. So, this feels like the next best thing. This week, someone I knew well took his own life at seventeen years old and it’s fucking scary. To know how soon his life was ended. It feels like I have a million and one responsibilities that I have no right to complain about because at least I’m alive. That’s a privilege I never even thought about. Life isn’t something we should ever take for granted. Mental health is one of the most important things that we need to talk about, in particular men’s mental health but also everyone’s mental health. There’s a fine line between life and death and no one should ever have to feel like crossing that line. I’m sorry that I haven’t written much and I’m sure half of you don’t even care but I felt like I needed to get this off my chest. If you’re struggling with your mental health, please reach out to someone. Anyone at all, because life is always worth living. I’m sorry that he couldn’t see that. 

kat_writesss

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To literally anyone who gives a crap, 
          
          After a lot of putting shit off, I have decided to put my book, ‘Sculptor’ on hold. I feel like my entire process of writing it has just been a hell of a load of inconsistent uploads and a lot of empty promises, so I’m gonna stop with that and just be honest. I started writing because it is genuinely something that I enjoy, and lately it feels a lot less like a hobby and a lot more like a chore, especially in this time of my life where it doesn’t even feel like I have time to breathe. I’m going into year 13, in just over a week and I’m quite literally already drowning in responsibilities and I hardly have free time. Any little free time I get is spent doing something that requires less of my mental capacity than writing. I don’t want to go into this stressful school year, with this book in the back of my mind and start to resent it because I genuinely love it so much, it is my pride and joy even though it isn’t all that great. My motivation has always come in random bursts so if I happen to come across any motivation, I’ll fuel it into writing and just get out the chapters as they come along. But no promises and for the most part, I intend to hopefully return to this story after my a-levels are over and maybe finish it then too. Although this story means so much to me, I do feel like I’m getting to a point where I’m too old to be writing fan fiction about a show I first watched a decade or so ago so I do want to wrap it up ASAP. If anyone still actually cares, just know I’m not giving up on it. I fully intend to finish it but I just need a guilt free break. I hope to be back at the very most, in under a year. I love you all so much, especially if you read until the end of this message. 
          
          kat xx

misslayluxe_xx

Heyyy bae! 
          
          

kat_writesss

@urwife_layxX thankyouu that means a lot xx
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misslayluxe_xx

Okkk boo! 
            It’s absolutely fineeee I love your stories btw!! 
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kat_writesss

Heyy. Yes I do still plan on finishing it. I’ve just been trying to prepare for year 13 at the moment and doing EPQ stuff as well as revising for the LNAT. But I definitely will get back on it as soon as possible. I hope to have at least the next few chapters done by the end of the summer, which isn’t great but it’s a start. Thankyou for being patient xx
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kat_writesss

Heyy guys. Anyone that has read or is reading we go down together, I’ve uploaded a bonus chapter where Kiara meets her sister Hope. There will be a second bonus chapter where Keith comes back so if you’re interested please check them out. Love you guys xx

kat_writesss

My heart quite literally breaks every time I see a Tiktok post or a clip on TV, showcasing the pain that Palestinians are having to experience. I recently saw a video of a Palestinian journalist who has lost his entire family. His wife and two - extremely young - children were taken from him because of this genocide. That is just a tiny fraction of what Palestinians are having to experience. 
          
          What is even more baffling is that people still continue to side with Israel, despite what they are doing. All it takes is reading one statsitic to understand the extent to which this is NOT okay. In just one week, Israel have dropped more bombs on Gaza alone than the US did on Afghanistan in an entire year. 
          
          Gaza's population is 50 percent children. That means that every time a bomb is dropped on Gaza, there's a 50 percent chance of a child being killed. I can't believe that we're having to talk about the murder of children for it to register in people's minds that this is not okay. 
          
          No matter who you are, you can help to make a difference on this matter. Whether you're donating to charities, boycotting brands, attending protests or posting about it. All of these things make a difference.
          
          The worst thing you can do is remain indifferent. Don't turn a blind eye and shut off your phone just because you can. The people of Palestine don't have that option. This is their reality. Make it your reality aswell. 
          
          75 years of oppression. 75 years and all it takes is one minute to post about this. As humans, we owe them that much. Because, let me remind you, this is not just a Muslim issue. This is not an Arab issue only. This is human rights. 

unforgettwble1

you don’t have to be muslim to support palestine, you just have to be human
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kat_writesss

Heyy guys,
          
          I'm working on some plans for my next book after this. And I'm stuck on deciding the name. I've got two possible name options that I liked. Both are in french so I'll give translations. Please let me know which one you guys prefer. 
          
          Sans Cœur- meaning: heartless but it directly translates to without heart
          
          Or
          
          Sans Toi- meaning: Without you