Kat's sad

hi-

I've been on this app on and off since 2013, its let me explore many things good and bad, and let me express some things in a safe environment. This app basically saw me grow up, I don't know If I'll be leaving for good or if this is just another long break, but I will be going away again. It's astounding to me how old friends I've made on here have come and go, some I met when they were in highschool and now theyre in college or smthn. Some moved platforms. I think it's my time to go as well. No one will be reading this anyways, I just wanted to right this, for myself. It's time to close this chapter of my life, maybe I'll come back and open it again, maybe it'll go on the shelf, only time will tell. Thank you wattpad

kill me now

feel like shit again

I'm really becoming that 2012 emo tumblr acc right now sgsfsgsfgd

i want to talk to someone but I don't have the guts to do so

I keep telling people "please don't do it", but no one ever tells me that. but then again I never ask them too

telling others to keep walking on this earth while I don't want to myself, I really am such a fucking hypocrite

i feel like such a hypocrite, telling people not to take their lives while i myself wish to do so, saying that it'll get better when it hasn't for myself, caring for others who don't care about themselves while I am like them

"- it’s as though Mediators like the idea of human contact, but not the reality of social contact." this. this is a fact.