@flawed- You're welcome <3 I have been reading your work for a long time. Open helped me through one of the toughest times of my life. It helped me accept my sexuality and even that I have feelings for someone, which was terrifying to realize. So thank you for that.
I hope you get through everything you're going through right now. I know it gets tough, but when people always say it gets better, it's actually the truth.