Kate

I love you my angel ❤️

HEY

but your name never came off? it’s always been there 

is offended bc name is suddenly not in bio (also Happy New Years lmao I just saw your response)

idk if I should be offended or not omg 
          

hey, i love you. 

I promised myself I wouldn't cry for her anymore , yet here I am . I failed , like I fail at everything . I guess I really am not out of my depression box . .

It just kind of sucks that I broke up with her in the first place because she hurt me so bad , she shattered me like she swore she'd never do && I held on to it . I was so vulnerable that I just never actually could forgive her . It sucks that we kept talking but I couldn't keep seeing her so happy with other people while I was miserable . See her liking some guy while I was stuck on her . While I am stuck on her . She was always like a flower , so pretty yet she never truly belonged to me . I just can't with all these jumbled feelings . I need a therapist . 

wanting to change back to your old user only to see someone else took it . F A N F U C K I N G T A S T I C .

I hate the fact that I'm so broken , it literally makes me mad . I hate the fact that she's the main reason I'm broken , yet I can't let it go . I really wish she had met me at a different time when I wasn't so vulnerable . But , then she would've still broken me . Everything is always so complicated && I just wish it wasn't . I want to go live under a rock && have Jasmine aka : A1 bestfriend material over for pizza && just forget anything hurts me . I just wish maybe I hadn't fallen in love with her . Or maybe , I just wish she wouldn't have fallen for me . :(((